tarnish

It's really awesome having your husband as your best friend. The only downside is when you fight, you don't really have anyone to turn to, no one to vent to. The upside to this is that your fights usually end quickly and you make-up a lot faster because you're stuck in the same room with them. Still, it would be nice to have a friend to just call when things start getting shitty. Someone to vent to that isn't the person you're trying to vent about.

All my other friends(Yes, all two of them), the ones that i usually call, are busy, of course. I'd never ask them to drop what they're doing because this isn't something huge, it just kind of sucks, so I'm forced to vent to all you online folks. Don't you feel special?

Today should be good...we fought, kinda made up a little, but he had to leave for work. So, he gets to be there trying to pretend he's not upset about something, and I get to be here...alone...with nothing to do but be sad.

Sorry my journal couldnt be more uplifting. I'm just not in that sort of mind set right now.