tarnish

I have decided to let go and apply at McDonalds. I hate the idea of it. But we really need the money. It's so hard for me to accept it and to not be jealous of Derek. It was so easy for him to get a good job that he loves. He just walked in, and got the job basically, and I've been turning in apps. everywhere, calling places all the time. I guess it's just the right place at the right time. And I'm sure my time will come. I just don't know when. I figure even if I do end up working there, I can still continue looking for something better.

I need a fucking printer like nobodies business! Or at least new ink. I've got to finish these invitations, and it's almost impossible without a printer. Hopefully tomorrow Derek and I can go over to his moms and print out the directions and other invite info.

Thank you to those of you that were kind enough to comment on my new picture set. If you haven't seen it, but would like to you can view it in the photosets here.

I have nothing new to say, so I'll just add a picture I made using photoshop. Suicide GIRs Forever!