Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

tarnish

Monrovia, ca.

Member Since 2003

Followers 819 Following 715

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Wednesday Oct 26, 2005

Oct 26, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
woah, so I got tagged again, twice. heh. I guess I should get to it. It was hard to thnk of 20 things last time. This time should be a breeze. tongue

1.) I secretly like some country music. Like, garth brooks, and tim mcgraw. blush

2.) I hate peas.


3.) Love is my biggest addiction.

4.) When i was younger(15) I decided to pretend that my life was a movie, every time I smoked pot. I'd be playing a soundtrack in my mind of all those songs that apply to the situation at hand. if we were driving in the rain, it would be radiohead. In the hills, sarah mclachlan.

5.) Speaking of Sarah Mclachlan, queenmab and I used to park by the hills in her blazer, smoke a bowl and sing our hearts out. Ohh Adia, our voices meshed so well. Mab is the greatest person to sing with. smile

6.) Derek and I sing together sometimes as well. Only it's usually me harmonizing with him to an acoustic nirvana song, or our acoustic rendition of Terrible Lie. We fucking rock. haha. tongue

7.) I've been thinking of making a picture folder, showing off my old self photography(from when I first joined) and some of my most recent stuff. The difference is fucking hilarious. I'm very proud of the way I've progressed in that aspect.

8.) I'm going to be shooting a set for another bad ass bettie soon. I'm so excited. She lives about 30 minutes from me, and she's fucking hot. I can't wait to work with her. smile

9.) I just drew a really cute picture of Gir.

10.) I collect and make purses.

11.) I woke up screaming for the first time in my life the other day. I freaked derek out so bad. I don't really remember much of it. I have no idea what I was dreaming of, I vaguely remember hearing the sound of my own scream, I just remember hearing derek asking me if I was ok in a frantic voice. Apparently I was screaming bloody murder, with a look of sheer terror on my face, holding my throat. eeek

12.) I suffer from insomnia. I get 4 hours a night. On rare ocassion(when I go to bed stoned) I get 6 or seven. Marijuana is medicinal for me sometimes. Mostly recreational though. wink

13.) I started writing a short story a couple years ago. It was pretty good, but I fucking lost the binder it was in when we were moving stuff in and out of our carport it was easily 4 chapters frown

14.) I'm shooting another set as soon as I'm finished here. Experimenting with lighting is fun. biggrin

15.) I think one of the main reasons I stopped writing, is because most of the times I felt inspired to write anything, I was sad, angry, or otherwise unhappy. Since I've been with derek I've been happier than I ever have before, and I havent written anything creative in at least 3 years. eeek

16.) My little brother recently let me in on the secret that he can sing. He doesn't like to, because he gets embarassed, but he's doing harmony with his band, and it's adorable. Turns out all three of us can carry a tune, and have some sort of musical talent. I- play guitar, and sing. Sis- plays piano and sings. Bro- plays drums and sings. We should start a little family band. too bad we all have very different musical tastes! tongue

17.) I used to want kids. In fact, I felt like my biological clock was ticking back in 02. Then I got my dog, and now I never want to have kids, in fact, the idea of feeling something, someone, growing inside me, freaks me right the fuck out.

18.) while I was typing this I got bored and went and took a shower.

19.) I had the following poem published when I was 16.

You

darkness
void and empty
cold and broken
heart of stone.

a drop of yellow
in a sea of blue
mixing the colors
a bitter shade of green.

pain
a shattered mirror
a pretty face.

eyes
so hollow
no soul
it was stolen.

An angel
pure love
my heart.

broken silence
fractured darkness
a ray of light.

freedom
was a dream
a fantasy.

making love
no war
just an image
lost in time.

A feeling
just an instant
make you
felt like
something
pure
complete
you.

20.) I'm off to take some pictures.

I now tag:

artsaves1228
howdy pardner
crayne
VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
jinxi:
Awww.... thanks so much for your nice comment in the tattoo group! (blush) blush

I really appreciate it!
It was a fun spot to ink - I've been wanting to do it for so long! smile
Winx - Jinxi wink
Oct 28, 2005
queenmab:
Alo love.I miss you.Sorry I haven't made it up to see you but,you know,the luck of me is horrid.About BAB I don't know.I hope they're not mad cuz I couldn't make it up to see you.I'm sad about that as well. frown I'm moving back to the dreaded place on tuesday. puke But at least I'll save money.Then I'll move to Ireland! wink I fucking wish.Love you kiss
Oct 28, 2005

More Blogs

  • 11.23.07
    9

    Friday Nov 23, 2007

    it's been a rock band filled few days. In case you don't know what ro…
  • 10.26.07
    14

    Friday Oct 26, 2007

    i played hooky today. I honestly don't feel good, but I probably coul…
  • 09.07.07
    7

    Friday Sep 07, 2007

    I haven't been active much lately. Things have been extremely hectic …
  • 07.21.07
    11

    Saturday Jul 21, 2007

    Well I am back from Chicago. And it was a fucking awesome time. I did…
  • 06.24.07
    14

    Sunday Jun 24, 2007

    Shit was/is fucked up. One of my associates at GameStop, found ou…
  • 06.12.07
    2

    Tuesday Jun 12, 2007

    I'm going to be in Chicago from july 3rd-13th. IF any of you chicago …
  • 05.22.07
    7

    Tuesday May 22, 2007

    days off are bueno. The season finale of heroes was cool, but of …
  • 05.04.07
    4

    Friday May 04, 2007

    Well, as some of you who read my last journal know, I recently got h…
  • 04.14.07
    16

    Saturday Apr 14, 2007

    Thanks to all of you who wished me a happy birthday. It was a good on…
  • 04.08.07
    30

    Sunday Apr 08, 2007

    the big 2-5 is upon me. I'll admit, it's pretty weird. Childhood is n…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

24
years
1
month
27
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,616 SuicideGirls
  • 1,113,818 followers
  • 15,000,340 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,579,514 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Complaint / Content Removal Policy | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo