I wish I were him right now. I really am getting tired of living here in Utah. I want to go home again
I think school is actually holding me back here. That and I have nobody to move back with.

They say home is where the heart is. So where is your heart? Or what is it that make home home to you?


They say home is where the heart is. So where is your heart? Or what is it that make home home to you?
Actually what makes home.....well.....a home? I don't know...I've only moved once. I don't think I'm home anywhere really.....I could live anywhere and feel basically the same.
You could apply to University of Hawaii. Then school would not be holding you back. I'd come visit you in Hawaii so you wouldn't be lonley.
The BF thing I think is finally worked out....I think we came across the root of the problem tonight on the way home from B'ham. However I kinda feel like a bitch. Apparently I scared that girl shitless......Jesse said she wouldn't even shake his hand. I think they decided not to be friends anymore. Which I know is because of me and now I can't help but feel shitty about that.
If you like school, stay there. Don't worry about who's there with you. When your done with school you can go back to the place you call home or you can move somewhere else.
Maybe I'm just too independent and stubborn to really understand.