wow.
so yesterday i must have cried one thousand tears.
tears for lost friends,for lost loves,and for lost opportunities.
from the time i woke up until i finally fell asleep on my soaked pillow,i cried.
i don't know where they all came from,but i do know that it has been a long time since they came. i could do it again today too,but i'm holding...
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so yesterday i must have cried one thousand tears.
tears for lost friends,for lost loves,and for lost opportunities.
from the time i woke up until i finally fell asleep on my soaked pillow,i cried.
i don't know where they all came from,but i do know that it has been a long time since they came. i could do it again today too,but i'm holding...
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good night sweet prince. i'm letting you go. you know where i am and how to find me. were we made for each other? i'll never know.
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sgsf dinner blah blah stuff is in previous entry. thanks to everyone for making it fun.
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sgsf dinner blah blah stuff is in previous entry. thanks to everyone for making it fun.
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samantha:
it was lovely meeting you too, the other night. i was very nervous, but in retrospect i feel silly. seems like a really nice group. 
holly:
thank YOU for making it fun...as always you are the best
just got home safe and sound from the sgsf girls only dinner and i need to say that i feel so lucky to have such beautiful,sweet,loving people as my friends.
and yes,we crashed the boys party-details to follow (and pics!) but right now i need some sleep...zzzzzzz
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why did i have such a hard time sleeping last night (this morning)? oh well
dinner was...
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and yes,we crashed the boys party-details to follow (and pics!) but right now i need some sleep...zzzzzzz
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why did i have such a hard time sleeping last night (this morning)? oh well
dinner was...
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lucky1336929:
i will never change my journal. NEEEVEEEEEEEEEEEER!!!!
okay, i will.
okay, i will.
requiem:
Driving sucks. We should just move to SF.
wine tasting=waaaay too much fun. requiem made the day amazing.
it was tuffy,coco,dave_h,jazmin,L,mitten,bliss,paul muaddib,babybeezer,sixsixty,greggster and his girl,and a bunch of requiems's friends from the winery.
we played volleyball,basketball,whiffle ball,frisbee,drank alot,ate alot, and the best part?
JAZMIN AND I BLEW FIRE!!!!! i also ate fire and woke up with little blisters on my tongue-yikes.
my dog had a blast-i woke up so sore with every muscle...
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it was tuffy,coco,dave_h,jazmin,L,mitten,bliss,paul muaddib,babybeezer,sixsixty,greggster and his girl,and a bunch of requiems's friends from the winery.
we played volleyball,basketball,whiffle ball,frisbee,drank alot,ate alot, and the best part?
JAZMIN AND I BLEW FIRE!!!!! i also ate fire and woke up with little blisters on my tongue-yikes.
my dog had a blast-i woke up so sore with every muscle...
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punt:
grr...
well, she was really drunk when she PROMISED she would give you a smooch for me since I couldn't make it.
Darn.
well, she was really drunk when she PROMISED she would give you a smooch for me since I couldn't make it.
Darn.
nex_flamma:
Word Problem for the Day:
"You" + "Drunk" = "Goddammit why the fuck do I have to live so far north of San Fran? I swear to god, this whole fucking world is against my happiness sometimes and I'm going to end up alone and unloved. *Sob*"
So yeah, I enjoyed the pictures a lot. I'm glad you guys had fun.
Oh, and what is this crap I hear about the SGSF-SGPDX trip being cancelled? That makes me ever so sad ava. And it's not normal sad either, it's "end of Ole' Yeller sad". I'm so sad that I'm going to sit up in my room and listen to The Cure and tell my parents that they just don't understand me. You guys are gonna make my mom cry.
(And in a slightly more serious part of town)
But yeah, come up here! When am I supposed to meet you if we're never in the same town at the same time? And if I never meet you, how am I supposed to spit mad game yo?
"You" + "Drunk" = "Goddammit why the fuck do I have to live so far north of San Fran? I swear to god, this whole fucking world is against my happiness sometimes and I'm going to end up alone and unloved. *Sob*"
So yeah, I enjoyed the pictures a lot. I'm glad you guys had fun.
Oh, and what is this crap I hear about the SGSF-SGPDX trip being cancelled? That makes me ever so sad ava. And it's not normal sad either, it's "end of Ole' Yeller sad". I'm so sad that I'm going to sit up in my room and listen to The Cure and tell my parents that they just don't understand me. You guys are gonna make my mom cry.
(And in a slightly more serious part of town)
But yeah, come up here! When am I supposed to meet you if we're never in the same town at the same time? And if I never meet you, how am I supposed to spit mad game yo?
yep,i'm going to see HIM next weekend. countdown: 9 days. he makes me feel happy,beautiful,and sexy. he is smart,handsome,and was made just for me.
anyway,i was just in rite-aid in my ted nugent shirt,favorite jeans,and black converse lows,and i bend over because-GASP-they have my favorite gum that i haven't seen in years (bubble yum sugarless peppermint),and RIP-the entire ass of my jeans tears open. these...
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anyway,i was just in rite-aid in my ted nugent shirt,favorite jeans,and black converse lows,and i bend over because-GASP-they have my favorite gum that i haven't seen in years (bubble yum sugarless peppermint),and RIP-the entire ass of my jeans tears open. these...
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thepromdate:
where the HELL where you? ahh hemm...
punt:
the outfit sounds hot to me! If it was a Thin Lizzy shirt I would have proposed to you though.
Met Ratgirl yesterday, she's radical.
Have fun at the wino party!
Coco has something from me to you....I hope you get it.
Oh yeah, these fabulous women I keep mentioning are all just crush girls I suppose...no action. I'm in crushville. The crushmeister general.
Met Ratgirl yesterday, she's radical.
Have fun at the wino party!
Coco has something from me to you....I hope you get it.
Oh yeah, these fabulous women I keep mentioning are all just crush girls I suppose...no action. I'm in crushville. The crushmeister general.
UPDATE: i have decided that i am going to see HIM next weekend-you know,the one that was made just for me! OH MY GOD AM I EXCITED!!!!!!!! countdown: 9 days
so ya,i drank a bunch of red bull last night and did all my testimonials. of course then i couldn't sleep and there is nothing worse than trying to drift off while the birds are...
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so ya,i drank a bunch of red bull last night and did all my testimonials. of course then i couldn't sleep and there is nothing worse than trying to drift off while the birds are...
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lucky1336929:
i think you just answered your own question.
evilrabbit:
shes out of town for hellfest...
ouch-my head hurts today. i keep waiting for the hidden tumor to reveal itself-i'm positive there is one there,although the doctors insist that i am just insane.
in other news,lust has taken hold of my soul. lust for a man who i am convinced was made just for me. the problem is that we both have some weird social phobia and it's like pulling teeth...
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in other news,lust has taken hold of my soul. lust for a man who i am convinced was made just for me. the problem is that we both have some weird social phobia and it's like pulling teeth...
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koleeta:
HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hi!!!!!!!!!
oh and HI!
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hi!!!!!!!!!
oh and HI!
[Edited on Jul 02, 2003]
sethy:
really, dont go gettin a tumour in our head, please? I already know one person with a brain tumout, dont need another.
Lust sucks, the way it takes a hold you a person. Hopefully youll be able to overcome the negative aspects and stuff.
Stormys set will go up soon enough, (hopefully) 3 new girls a week, cant take too long. And the Anomaly thing does suck. *nods*
Sorry that the new neighbors are poo poo heads (poo poo head is worst insult ever, normally i dont call anyone somethin that harsh but they dont seem cool at all.)
Lust sucks, the way it takes a hold you a person. Hopefully youll be able to overcome the negative aspects and stuff.
Stormys set will go up soon enough, (hopefully) 3 new girls a week, cant take too long. And the Anomaly thing does suck. *nods*
Sorry that the new neighbors are poo poo heads (poo poo head is worst insult ever, normally i dont call anyone somethin that harsh but they dont seem cool at all.)
so,this weekend i watched a few shows about ghb and date rape,and i have a question. i understand how completely disgusting this is,but when you wake up how do you not know you have been raped? i think i would know if i had sex. one girl didn't find out until years later when police found tapes of her being violated and tracked her down....
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milena:
I used to fucking HATE Elton John but you know, now I love him. That song Daniel is the best thing ever.
greggster:
I guess I will take that as a no 
weird. i woke up yesterday kind of depressed and it has carried on to today. i haven't been on sg much,but to come on today and find that franchise is back made me smile.
i need to do testimonials too so that you can all know how much i love you (as if you don't already)!
the thing is that i know exactly why i'm...
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i need to do testimonials too so that you can all know how much i love you (as if you don't already)!
the thing is that i know exactly why i'm...
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kimmi:
Hey there! Just wanted to say hi and say thanks for sending me happy thoughts! I am having a great time here!
greggster:
Hey sweets....had a great weekend...hope you didnt suffer too much in the heat. If we can get a the SACTO BBQ together are you going to attend?
so,i am obsessed with plane crashes. i go to this website and look at pics and listen to the last words on the cockpit voice recorders. did you know that the most common last word of pilots going down is "shit"?
what would those final moments be like? do they know what is going on? when they crash into the water do they die immediately...
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what would those final moments be like? do they know what is going on? when they crash into the water do they die immediately...
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captainspaulding:
ha...
You kick so much ass that the upswing you are owed will be overwhelmingly wonderful. Hold on tight.
Perhaps next time?
I really wish she had remembered though...damn.