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i've never been in love. i thought i was a few times,but as i look back i realize that it was just convenience. it always ends the same-spiteful words coming out of my mouth for no reason,hurt feelings,and then they leave and i feel sorry for myself.
i love my dog. i love my family. but i just can't bring myself to love a man....
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babybeezer:
try a woman?

I'm a closed little clam. I allow myself to love--sometimes--but goddamn it's hard to get me to share my secrets
diggity:
i've been in love, so much so, that at times each heatbeat was a pulse of pain and promise. i've been in the kind of love, that consumes itself, because it's not fed enough by the other persons passion or presence. i've been loved by something that felt like greed and hunger. i've been loved by something that seemed like denial and fancy. Most of these went away. I still feel others. What I do know, for me, is that being in love with someone is not enough. I think it's unlikely that I'll ever find someone, that I can put up with, that can put up with how I love, for any significant period of time. I do think I'll find someone, who respects my secrets, and delights in making new ones with me.
Ya vas liubliu, comrade.


[Edited on Jul 25, 2003]
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so,i go out to my car yesterday and it won't start. i know by the noise it is making that the battery is dead,but i check and i didn't leave my lights on or anything. so i go over to my neighbor randy's house and he confirms my diagnosis. he took out my battery and charged it overnight and put it back it this morning...
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milena:
I hope everything is fine with your car! I always freak out when something happens to my car, I feel stranded.
captainspaulding:
good bye sara...

love ya kiss
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it's all fun and games until the puking begins

thank god for aspirin and water

and thank god for L
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veruscavandalizm:
Oh man, you are completely overrrr, lol!
I've thrown up a couple of times, but I've never had a hangover. Thank god for that.

bok
punt:
rumors of ava and coco visiting saturday...nothing bad!
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snippet of conversation i overheard my heshen neighbors having while listening to the velvet underground "heroin":

him: ya man,this is his ode to dope.

her: i didn't know that lou reed sang on this album

him: ya,that was back when he was hanging out with that guy.

her: what guy?

him: you know,that artist guy.

her: i don't know who you mean
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going to...
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jasonxstar:
I hope your feeling better today,it was great meeting you,hope ava feels no more like caca poopy
rockon
cherry:
Yah, some parts of the states seem to have Mr. Men and other parts don't. Very odd.

Reading your journal inspired me to write a song today... it's funny smile

Cherry xox
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this is a test to see if a certain person on my "friend of" list reads my journal. without naming names:
black_ _ _ please reveal yourself or take me off of your friends list. i don't know why it bothers me,but it does. my journal isn't that interesting that you read it every day......
actually,i realized why it bothers me. when a guy has...
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punt:
burritos?
Sounds like a go!

and yes...plenty of room in San Jose for GA and that Los Gatos show too. Ya'll are more than welcome.
holly:
i love you and miss you too. and yes i will be at dinner tonight...let's sit next to each other ok?
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~~~~~~~WARNING:LONG ENTRY AHEAD~~~~~~~~

THE INVADERS
so,this is a story of two girls who invaded sacramento. we came,we saw,and we conquered. and we loved it. onefoolishline (heather) and i went down to bother sgsac on tuesday night and much fun was had.
after our arrival we got to sit on justsayfaux's porch for an hour and ended up calling magenta (who was already at the club)...
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disappearhere:
I forgot. Something about...hmm. Yup, I lost my mind.

Oh, remember a few weeks ago when I was hecka sick and you said I had the AIDS. Well I don't. You got me all paranoid so I went and got a test cause it had been quite awhile and I am a dirty whore and all. Guess what my sickness was though. Oh a nice case of the strep throat. I didn't know and I thought it went away but then it came back! I got some antibiotics though and am right as rain now. But it made me push back my moving date to the 30th. And I don't know about a going away party but if I do have one OF COURSE you are invited and you better come! Anyhoo call me cause I'd like to see you before I leave anyway.
koleeta:
do you REALLY want details? I'll tell you the short version: Brad is a slut...haha.
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1) i'm really sorry i haven't been around much. i've been going though some drama and didn't want to inflict it on you all. i have days worth of comments to leave and i will. ya i know-i'm just so fucking witty and brilliant you can't wait

2) i'm leaving in a while for an overnight trip to sacramento with onefoolishline (from now on known...
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maxx:
joining SGSAC as we speak

....er.....type
greggster:
Maxx joined SGSAC
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the tooth fairy is creepy. i mean,she comes in your room in the middle of the night while you are sleeping and digs around under your pillow for god's sake! then she steals your teeth and leaves money...weird

sorry i haven't been responding to comments-i will

countdown to onefoolishline going gray: 1 day

ps: he is leaving too. blackeyed puke skull

pps: have you ever said something that...
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anomaly11:
ack!!!!! what happened to mitten?!?! i logged on today and instead of her as one of my favorite girls theres a pic of missy! and now i cant find her. she told me she got in trouble for some things she said about me, god i hope this isnt all my fault.
click_here:
the image of chloe you described, makes her sound even more appealing

thankyou for the kind words you left in my journal
now that the summer is here i find myself on here less and less, but
do you know why i keep coming back every few days....

...knowing you left me some nice words...your the best!!!
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i just realized that blixasinister hit 666 comments and will no longer post outside of his/her own journal. i posted in his/her's last week and i always hear back,so i went and checked and all of his/her answers are there. fucking brilliant. he/she is the only member on this site that i have seen that has a testimonial from sean. truly one of my favorite...
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alisa:
i miss you i miss you i miss you i mis you i miss you!!!!

i hate it that i'm not on here like i used to and i don't get to post to people like i used to. hopefully i'll be back on here full~force sometime soon.

love ya
kiss

did i mention that i miss you?
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um ya,so enough of that.
anyone want to drive up and take me on a date? i mean a REAL date-flowers,dinner-the whole shebang.
i need some true romance.....

ps: onefoolishline and i are coming to sacramento on tuesday for an overnighter. you guys better rest up this weekend

pps: go here
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thirtyseven:
feel free to refer to him from now on as sexsexity. =]
psmith:
I'd drive up and take you on a date, to some class joint like Barnacle Bobs Pirate ship, but you live in the wrong stat.