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oh merf indeed....

is it possible to have too much fun? last night:

yay for jazmin being so beautiful and for dancing on the stage and in the cage with me (yay for the weird guy standing at the foot of the stage trying to get a peek and making us laugh).

yay for dave_h and that drunk girl at the end of the night....
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stacie:
or when they hand you the drink and there is soda all over the side? who do these people think they are dealing with???
alisa:
oh man...dave_h said he was in good hands that night and i see that he was very much correct. and i'm with you if jazmin wanted to kiss me there's no way rule or no rule that i could stop her. love she's sexy as hell and twice as nice. and i am so drooling at the thought of you guys kissing!!! just looking through some of the prom pics and seeing you lovin on all those hot girls with your hot self was bad enough biggrin no i'm not kidding it almost drove me crazy!!!!!

love ya and glad to see you're
having such a cute time.
xxx
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need your love,need your love,need your love,need your love
fell apart,broke my heart,need your love,need your love

i like cheap trick

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i just realized that my last two journal entries have been twoliners. this is because i truly have nothing to say.
i think i have some rare sleeping disease-i sleep for up to 17 hours a day and that is just plain wrong....
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nimhly:
i had that same sort of thing, sleeping constantly.

so i developed some new hobbies.

shh if you dont' tell anyone i'll tell you what i started doing......

CROSS STITCHING.

and i did some art and found stuff to do and figured out that having time on my hands is a GOOD thing.

c'mon i'll teach you how to cross stitch and knit.
sixsixty:
i think you are totally rad. =]

love,
kawai
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i didn't go to the city...i can't stop yawning

tell me a sweet little lie
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jasonxstar:
i wonder why i never anything back from you..i must have asked you quite a few times abouting hanging out...im very sad
miss_magenta:
thank you sweetie. that means a lot. kiss
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my ex was in town today so he came to visit. he looked so cute and with the mood i've been in lately,i just wanted to jump him.
we went to some thrift stores,got lunch. we wanted to go swimming but i still haven't put down the deposit for the pool key yet.
i didn't want him to go and now i'm bored...poop

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OH-and...
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dave_h:
hey get in touch with me about whats happening tonight.
greggster:
oh wow your ex is still in town and you hung out again...thats cool...but yet you still ended up bored at the end...was it like a deja vu?
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fuck-i gotta get out of this shithole. have you ever just packed a bag and hopped on a plane? or even jumped in the car,not knowing where you were going until you got there?
i need a vacation...can i come visit?
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captainspaulding:
i do this all the time but i hate when i wake up in a different state and have no idea as to how i got there...heh
greggster:
hehehe I know exactly how you feel....and ...ooh big shocker ..i have a song about that very subject!

its called starting over...

Ever wish you could just dissappear
leave behind you every single fear
wake in the morning and just hit the road
do some living before you get old

cuz i do....every single day you know I do
want to leave this place for something new
find everyting thing in life i never knew
the only thing that keeps me here is you

kiss
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dear penis,
i'm writing this letter because i miss you. i never see you anymore. i'm sure you have been busy with all your hanging around,but if you could stop by every once in a while i would be eternally grateful.
yours forever~ava

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in other news,i dreamed of the haunted mansion last night. i was walking through all of the scenes-talking with madame leora,dancing...
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dave_h:
do you know anyplace up around your parts where a couple of city kids could lie around naked and get tan?

[Edited on Jun 17, 2003]
captainspaulding:
freaky freak.... tongue
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as i was driving home from my mom's house i saw a group of kids jumping rope,their childhood exuberance radiating off of them in the sunlight,the only care in the world being when they would be called in for the night. it made me want to play hopscotch,to write my name on the sidewalk with chalk.

i'll get back to everyone later-i need to go...
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alisa:
awww. do you want to play jacks with me?

love
click_here:
everytime i see little kids playing baseball, i try to stop and ask if i can take a swing. mostly if i hit the ball real far the kids get mad when i refuse to go get it, but the kid who threw it to me gets $5 to go get.haha

im laying down already, it was a loooooong day
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a few things today...
first,jazmin is on L cam right now-YAY! (not anymore-you guys missed it!)

second,PLEASE go give hugs to ELpH. he had his best friend go to heaven today.

third,on a personal note,some of you know that i have a little problem with pills. i've been off of them for about a month now,but circumstances lately have made me really want to...
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requiem:
You can bring Tar-zan!
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so,my previous journal entry was pretty cranky but i'm feeling better today. i was thinking about this site and i wondered who my very first post was to. do i still talk to that person? i know one of my first friends was click_here,who used to be staticx9,and who i still talk to cause he rules.
then there are others who just have disappeared along...
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noelani:
I don't remember what my first comment was. My first friend was Joss, and I still ta lk to her. It was a huge surprise to see her here though, we used to go to highschool together. The first person I ever met off-site was Dave_H. I don't think I could've chose a more perfect person to get me acquainted with the site, considering he's so popular and all wink ANd my first ever event was Prom where I met a whole lot of people who's names I don't remember or some I never even got.
ryman:
I don't mind you.
you're fucking great, really.

and you were my first friend.
and of course I still talk to you.
like I am now.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx r
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why are the good ones always taken? i want so bad for someone to hold me and kiss my forehead and to call me kitten.

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oh,and here's my update for the day. it's a little song by joan jett and it really hits home these days....

When you were down they were never there
When you're all alone you really get to learn
If...
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punt:
I was completely sober when I had written that...

could have been the first time in months!
minsc_and_boo:
kiss
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here is me: puke

i think i got the monkey pox on saturday night...

but L and holly just called and so i might have to take my sick ass to the city

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um,i didn't go to the city...i'm lame...i talked to capt_kungfu on the phone for an hour though...that made me happy

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koleeta:
ohmygod!!!! what if i get "The Pox"?
oooh L! intresting....i've seen pictures of him...he looks cool and, as you know, everything should be based on looks.
ow i think I have carpal tunnel....ow.
koleeta:
Anne told me...we're in chat. would you like to Chatte?
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My beloved spoke, he said to me:
Rise up my true love, my fairest come away.
For now winter is past and the rains are over and gone;
the flowers appear in the country side;
the time is coming when the birds will sing,
and the turtle-doves cooing will be heard in the land;
when the green figs will ripen on the fig-trees
and the...
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greggster:
aww...im sorry your getting worse....take care of yourself sweets....lots of juice and SG porn...with some occaisonal rest in between should get you back on yer feet in no time...I made the cowboy pic my profile pic just fer U

kiss love kiss
koleeta:
haha ok done and done. I applied for sgsac. how close is it to sf?! I don't know my geography!

yes i do have to go to SF now. I have some relatives who live in oakland, wanna pick me up? I don't know my way to the BART station!

ummm........bleh?