does anyone else read the obits in the paper? i always find them so interesting,espescially the ones that are only like,one line. it makes me wonder if that person had any friends or if their family hated them. i told my mom that if i die i don't even want an obit...maybe those people did the same thing. sunday's paper is also full of all...
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here's my day-woke up to the sound of the dog throwing up on the bed,got up,drank coffee,did laundry,watched the toob,took some valium,stubbed my toe,smoked cigs,read the paper,pined over lost love,and ate an english muffin. how was your saturday?
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sethy:
Wow, yours sounds ever-so-exciting
butterfly2:
Your dress sounds sooooo cute! 
I'm still looking for one as well 
But I hardly have time! Ugh! I don't know what to do!!!
*pulls out hair*
Wow. SOunds like a busy saturday. I was sick... it was interesting I guess
I'm still looking for one as well But I hardly have time! Ugh! I don't know what to do!!!
*pulls out hair*
Wow. SOunds like a busy saturday. I was sick... it was interesting I guess
day after day,love turns grey,like the skin on a dying man
and night after night,we pretend it's all right
but i have grown older and you have grown colder and nothing is very much fun anymore
i feel one of my turns coming on
i feel cold as a razor blade tight as a tourniquet dry as a funeral drum.......
and night after night,we pretend it's all right
but i have grown older and you have grown colder and nothing is very much fun anymore
i feel one of my turns coming on
i feel cold as a razor blade tight as a tourniquet dry as a funeral drum.......
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racer_x:
cold and alone
holding on to a broken telephone
holding to what is left at home
holding on cause I just cannot let it go,
Now....and then...
when i think I've reached the bitter ,bitter end
I remember it's just really all pretend
Did you feel it too?
Did you really think it through?
A drink goes down with out stopping for ME
I watch you go on to places I will never see,
places you have been and where I'll never be,
off the ground through the sky,
across the ocean..
Carry me home tonite,
'cause I feel wasted all the days of my life,
Tomorrow everything will be alright,
If you carry me home ...tonite
here and there..
finding things that make me more aware,
finding that no one really cares,
And the truth is just too much for us to bear,
wish I was stoned,
I just talk into a broken telephone,
talking to no one at all cause I'm alone
So carry me home tonite
cause i'm too wasted to see with out your light
just carry me home......tonite
holding on to a broken telephone
holding to what is left at home
holding on cause I just cannot let it go,
Now....and then...
when i think I've reached the bitter ,bitter end
I remember it's just really all pretend
Did you feel it too?
Did you really think it through?
A drink goes down with out stopping for ME
I watch you go on to places I will never see,
places you have been and where I'll never be,
off the ground through the sky,
across the ocean..
Carry me home tonite,
'cause I feel wasted all the days of my life,
Tomorrow everything will be alright,
If you carry me home ...tonite
here and there..
finding things that make me more aware,
finding that no one really cares,
And the truth is just too much for us to bear,
wish I was stoned,
I just talk into a broken telephone,
talking to no one at all cause I'm alone
So carry me home tonite
cause i'm too wasted to see with out your light
just carry me home......tonite
razor13:
its all shiny grey, and cold as my mind that is kept warm by the last embers of my heart, a flame that you can call on if you gently fan the last traces of light into a fire to keep yourself warm and feed your soul the nourishment that it starves for...
yes,i threw away the rest of the cupcakes. seems like such a waste...what if i ate the only bad one? maybe some bum will go through my garbage and find the tasty treats. the sun has been trying to come out all day...springtime is so pretty with all the flowers and new growth,but fall is still my fav season...how 'bout you?
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dilligan:
Santa Rosa valley?
anonymouse:
I updated!
i woke up at three in the morning and threw up so i slept all day to get over it. i think i ate a bad cupcake....
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still recovering from the poison cupcake...thank you for all your good wishes....
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still recovering from the poison cupcake...thank you for all your good wishes....
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minsc_and_boo:
Minsc and Boo you too 
you too
minsc_and_boo:
feeling any better?
I LOVE ZARINA!!! she started me on a roll by sending me "lady lazarus"-then i sat here for hours and downloaded every sylvia plath recording i could get my hands on...who knew there were so many??? so,this being the first spring in my new house i get surprised every day by some new plant or flower growing in my garden. the best is the giant...
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damon:
aww that last sentence made me want to marry you...
stickyrice:
It can last, yes?
it's easter so off to mom's i go...big dinner and of course,my basket of goodies!!!
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racer_x:
went to see mom for easter...got an egg...i wanted to bring her a lily,but they're kinda fragile at 95mph..went to visit some old friends.everyone's married 'cept for me...all doing the family thing... felt like an outsider...braved traffic back on AC Expressway...all fucking bluehairs and 50 mph in a 65mph when everyone else is doing 75 min. fuck it.. I'm hitting the shoulder..later on to you all.. got very cold on the way back...stopped and ate mussells and sausage...felt like an outsider again..left...got home ,dog ate my egg...tired ,lonely,sober, and need a bath...need a new rose too. buenos noches hermana...
click_here:
darn, i cant fool you
i hope you didnt de-capitate too many bunnies today, i left mith a bunch of deaf mute bunnies of the chocolate species.. i always eat the little sugar eyes and the ears first
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i hope you didnt de-capitate too many bunnies today, i left mith a bunch of deaf mute bunnies of the chocolate species.. i always eat the little sugar eyes and the ears first
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he said he would come up and stay the weekend and i told him no. i can't do the long distance thing anymore-it's no fun. i didn't even ask him to go to prom with me so that kinda tells you where i'm at with the whole thing......so,the pill lady IS taking the pills...she won't give 'em up. which means for the last few nights...
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periwinkle:
ok time to sober up...if not for yourself, for that poor dog that has to get his picture taken with the easter bunny...we are all aware of the state you were in when that happened...
stickyrice:
It will probably go in waves. Like everything else until the water dries up, but we'll all be happily gone by then.
Thanks for stopping by again, and the kind words!
Thanks for stopping by again, and the kind words!
where art thou,franchise? i just got back from the ice cream store..mmmm...was craving rocky road. the dog is bored and he keeps running around is circles...i had such an unproductive day-i feel like i'm on permanent vacation. 
i made a web page for my dog though,,,here's TAR!!!
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disappearhere:
I scream you scream we all scream for ice cream.
My dog would kick your dogs ass now cause he got all tough for some reason.
My dog would kick your dogs ass now cause he got all tough for some reason.
disappearhere:
Hot Laundry!
so,he came up here to visit but only for the day. he has band practice tonite. after all this time,how did i get mixed up with a musician again? we've known each other since we were dumb,carefree,careless kids but i thought i was over it. second fiddle to the music-it's how i spent my life. but i moved on and now this...and my red wings...
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stickyrice:
It's often the overlooked one who turns out to be first fiddle, isn't it? You go!
You go!
anonymouse:
Nope. You don't want to be me. No sirree.
ok,my eye surgery rage has passed and i'm soooo HAPPY-after a million calls i finally found a hotel in san francisco that had a room! there's big marathon and a doctor's convention in town that weekend so rooms are few and far between...this one is actually pretty expensive but i figure what the hell.....it's PROM!!!!
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disappearhere:
I'll zap your eyes with a "Giant Laser" for free even!
We have them at work. I can sneak one past the guards and ZAP!
It would probably make you blind though.
Maybe I will just use my "Giant Laser" to hold the world hostage so I can collect One Billion Dollars.
We have them at work. I can sneak one past the guards and ZAP!
It would probably make you blind though.
Maybe I will just use my "Giant Laser" to hold the world hostage so I can collect One Billion Dollars.
racer_x:
Hotels are a blast..unlimited hot water....mini-bar, room service.....have fun 
the air is crisp and clear and i wish you were here....tell me a story
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sylvain:
You are wiser than your years, and are definately not a lop!
anonymouse:
Once upon a time there was a fat, orange tabby cat who was crazy. He liked to roll in the dirt by the frangipani tree and drive his mommy up the wall in doing so. His mommy loved him anyway.
Once upon a time there was a fat, orange tabby cat who was crazy. He liked to roll in the dirt by the frangipani tree and drive his mommy up the wall in doing so. His mommy loved him anyway.
I do like short hair on women, but if you noticed pigtails are numero uno on my "into" and "what gets me hot" list. Maybe just short enough for little pigtails....they're so fucking sexy!! I dont know why, but I love them... Either way you'll be hot hot hot. Change is good, I grew my hair out a bit thats why I'm in my sexy mode...Now I just need to put it to use, damnit.
Its so dreary, im so bored.... bah!
I hope its not this way tomorrow seeing as how i walk to the JC.