i get so jealous of those people who can live in the moment. i'm one who is always thinking about what may come,what if it doesn't,sitting on pins and needles always waiting for something to happen. nails are short and nerves are shot and still i wait....
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and now i'm drinking a beer...wish me luck
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see,here's the problem-i only bought one of those...
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and now i'm drinking a beer...wish me luck
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kristi:
I dunno, I think I like the idea of the webcam..I just might do it myself.. 
I need to get a program first that will hook my cam up to here...Oh, and I am definately hooked on the site! Ive been on it everyday since I got my membership stuffs. 
I need to get a program first that will hook my cam up to here...Oh, and I am definately hooked on the site! Ive been on it everyday since I got my membership stuffs. 
razor13:
that would make me an enabler, and you probably got someone a lot closer than oakland to bring you beer, but at least you are feeling better, right??? what exactly are you anticipating??? are you one of those early warning people that can be empathetic to changes in the vibe??? can you warn me of upcoming disaster??? i am drinking a beer, too, hence all the silly questions...
my brain is not working correctly at the moment...
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maybe it's something in the air-anne went away(edited to say that anne is back-i just don't feel like updating my journal),melissa got kicked off of the site, and i'm feeling crummy. i have so much to do this week and no energy to do it. i don't drink but maybe i should get drunk and...
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maybe it's something in the air-anne went away(edited to say that anne is back-i just don't feel like updating my journal),melissa got kicked off of the site, and i'm feeling crummy. i have so much to do this week and no energy to do it. i don't drink but maybe i should get drunk and...
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stickyrice:
I'm no religious zealot, but people forget how beautiful the Bible is. I'm glad you haven't. That passage reminds me of Rumi, and of a poem by M.S. Merwin.
Ya know, some of my best moments come when the brain isn't working correctly. It works correctly too much of the time!
Ya know, some of my best moments come when the brain isn't working correctly. It works correctly too much of the time!
alisa:
on the picture thing: done and done, my queen. i like it that you want to see pictures of little 'ol me.
oh man, i just noticed your fantasy. i so had the hots for our hockey captain lyle odeline(sp)...and i have no idea why. i think i might be due to the fact that they are so brutish...kind of like soccer hooligans from europe. violence is stupid i know...but it's sexy to know that the guy you're fucking could kick the shit out of someone if need be. i've only seen dave fight once and i never want to see it again. it was super scary and a HUGE turn-on all at the same time....
aaahhh...does that make any sense at all or am i total fruitcake? fruitcake...i know.
i'm going to end this by saying what i always say:
you are so so so so lucky to be going to the prom....i am so freaking jealous!!!
xxx
alisa
oh man, i just noticed your fantasy. i so had the hots for our hockey captain lyle odeline(sp)...and i have no idea why. i think i might be due to the fact that they are so brutish...kind of like soccer hooligans from europe. violence is stupid i know...but it's sexy to know that the guy you're fucking could kick the shit out of someone if need be. i've only seen dave fight once and i never want to see it again. it was super scary and a HUGE turn-on all at the same time....
aaahhh...does that make any sense at all or am i total fruitcake? fruitcake...i know.
i'm going to end this by saying what i always say:
you are so so so so lucky to be going to the prom....i am so freaking jealous!!!
xxx
alisa
just getting ready to make my mommy a pie for mother's day...mmmmmmm...and even though it is almost eleven at night i'm making a steak for dinner. i was too lazy to cook earlier and am now starving.
thanks to all who went and gave anne a hug....*HUG*
thanks to all who went and gave anne a hug....*HUG*
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disappearhere:
What ever happened with our Cattlemens plan?!?!
thursday:
mmm... steak.
how i adore redmeat.
how i adore redmeat.
YAY YAY YAY-i got a new dress today!!! not gonna put up a pic though-that will have to wait for prom.
i was so cool today-i took off at a stop light and squealed my tires...what a guy i am...
here's some little "did ya knows":
1) i do not have green thumb
2) i have not seen x1 or the matrix and have no...
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i was so cool today-i took off at a stop light and squealed my tires...what a guy i am...
here's some little "did ya knows":
1) i do not have green thumb
2) i have not seen x1 or the matrix and have no...
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gingerlie:
actually around sf is where im planning on going. going to visit la as well to see if i can find anything but i really doubt i can afford to live there.
alisa:
oooh, you are so lucky!!!! going to prom...i was just joining when they were almost sold out. but even if i had the money for the tickets which i don't ...i wouldn't be able to make it out there. 
i was going to buy a double thick 8 inch jelly and a dirty magazine but....i got my new shirt instead. i was telling stacie that it's only been about 6 months or so that i've starting even wearing makeup and dressy dresses.
and as you can already tell i am obsessed with the pics folder. i change it pretty much everyday.
i was going to buy a double thick 8 inch jelly and a dirty magazine but....i got my new shirt instead. i was telling stacie that it's only been about 6 months or so that i've starting even wearing makeup and dressy dresses.
and as you can already tell i am obsessed with the pics folder. i change it pretty much everyday.
prom is coming up fast and furious....my date and i are going down to sf early to shop. i can't wait for the girls party...i have to go buy some fun little party favors this week! i also want a new dress-i just need to get off my ass and go look for one.
i've been having dreams about my ex-fiance...he was the best man...
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i've been having dreams about my ex-fiance...he was the best man...
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tara81:
Your pictures are super hot.. Your last profile pic you had up did no justice to how HOT you really are!!
I wish I was going to prom too.. good thing is, I will be going back to SF since the boy and I had SO much fun!
Don't worry about the ex.. I did the same thing too...
But.... I feel we do things for a reason. Ultimatly things that make us better.
I wish I was going to prom too.. good thing is, I will be going back to SF since the boy and I had SO much fun!
Don't worry about the ex.. I did the same thing too...
But.... I feel we do things for a reason. Ultimatly things that make us better.
alisa:
ha ha ha ha you so would get off on that..you pervert
and thank you so much for your vote of confidence in me . and dood god girl, i love that picture of your ass. it's so round and firm..yummm and i don't even do girls.
this site is so making me curious, though. is that wrong? i can't help it, though. all the girls on here are so super hot i can't help getting all horny looking at them. speaking of which germany is smoking. her ass reminded me of you when i first saw it. hmmmm
and thank you so much for your vote of confidence in me . and dood god girl, i love that picture of your ass. it's so round and firm..yummm and i don't even do girls.
this site is so making me curious, though. is that wrong? i can't help it, though. all the girls on here are so super hot i can't help getting all horny looking at them. speaking of which germany is smoking. her ass reminded me of you when i first saw it. hmmmm
i don't need sex...what i need is a cuddle friend. someone to hold me while i fall asleep...someone to grab me in the middle of the night and hold on tight. i want to hear his breathing as i drift off and know he is as happy and content at that very moment as i am...
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racer_x:
whatsa matta for you 'eh?...
vim:
you hate me you hate me you hate me!!!...WAAHHHHHHHHH...wahhh wahhhhh!!!!!
*sniff* *snivel* *snort*
*sniff* *snivel* *snort*
ok,ok-i'm changing my journal. i just had a really weird weekend and have been hiding from myself. i hate to see the sunrise....
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updated to say that i am such a sucker. i want this day to just go away...i want it to be prom weekend...i want to meet everyone and be happy.
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updated to say that i am BORED!!!!!!!
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updated to say that i am such a sucker. i want this day to just go away...i want it to be prom weekend...i want to meet everyone and be happy.
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updated to say that i am BORED!!!!!!!
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royaljack:
Bored? Go do somethng! I think? I dunno. Being bored can be hard to deal with no matter what you do to un-bored yourself.
miss_piss:
santa rosa eh?
i lived there
how's it finding you?
i lived there
how's it finding you?
i've been so restless and it rained alllll day. i've been thinking about going to carson city,nevada-my dad just moved there and i wanna see his new pad. i love nevada-i love to gamble....
so,i have this friend and he's a full-on drunk...he gets online and says horrible things to people and blacks out so he doesn't remember. if he does this at prom i...
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so,i have this friend and he's a full-on drunk...he gets online and says horrible things to people and blacks out so he doesn't remember. if he does this at prom i...
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joscelyne:
Hey! Thanks for inviting me to do the girlie thing at your hotel room for prom. I hope to see you there!!
captainspaulding:
i wish i was goin to prom...
my,my,my-i'm once bitten twice shy babe.....that's all i've got...have a fabulous day
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so,has anyone put pics in their spiffy new "my pics" folder???
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so,has anyone put pics in their spiffy new "my pics" folder???
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vim:
i just put up one testie...i mean tester
stickyrice:
Very nice. I don't mean the entry. Although that is nice, too.
Although that is nice, too.YAY-i finally got some sleep! went to bed at 5:00 this morning and slept 'til 3:00-yikes. it was beautiful here so i took the doggie on a loooong walk and now i'm exhusted. i don't like this new color scheme...oh well. did y'all have a good day?
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racer_x:
it was a good day....i had to replace my helmet that got run over(without my head in it that god)...I said fuck it and got a brandy new top-o-the-line Arai Quantum..a cool 450 beans.but then again..got a ten dollar head?.buy a ten dollar helmet!. my dog says hi..
my dog says hi..
demigauge:
you know it kinda freaked me out this morning cause yesterdya it wasn't like this
something went horribly wrong last night. i was sooo tired and finally went to bed at about 3:30. then i laid there-tossing and turning,mind racing with things i shouldn't be thinking about. i opened my eyes and it was 5:30-i got up,got some water,turned on computer...but i was so tired i thought YAY-this is it!!! but you know what? i laid there until 10:30am-not one...
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inhaler97:
hey ... Valerian Root.. It stinks, but it puts you to sleep naturally... I always keep some around.
milena:
Don't worry, I'm still here. I've just been busy. No, I can't make it to prom because I'm going to visit my Mom. I know, it's sad.
I know, it's sad. i'm keeping the long hair for now. i really think i'd miss the pigtails....
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if they made a movie of your life what would it be called? right now mine would be "sexless in the city"
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if they made a movie of your life what would it be called? right now mine would be "sexless in the city"
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bionicfemme:
Ha, perhaps I won't meet her at all, i'm sufficiently freaked out and may call off the date...
BTW Foolish said we might hang out after prom, huh?
BTW Foolish said we might hang out after prom, huh?
minsc_and_boo:
movie of my life would be SG and Boo
oh and heres all the love you have missed the past few days
oh and heres all the love you have missed the past few days
