Seriously how fucked up is it that my Ex GF starts E-mailing me and acting friendly again... and it seems mostly because her new BF ignores her to play World of Warcraft. Not only that we talk online when he is right there with her... playing ... she sometimes says she has to go so she can kick him out for the night. And has almost every time alluded to the fact that she is naked at her desk playing online Cribbage with me... and towards the end of the night after a few games come to find out he is right there (or in next room usually). Tonight my laptop battery died mid-game.. So I called her cell assuming she was alone at her place and not at his... apparently it was charging right next to him and he read who was calling... is it bad that I hope he is yelling at her right now? god dammit I hate feeling so pathetic... and getting abused an shit... I do make it too easy sometimes... ok maybe all the time...
