Hey SG,
Long sleepless night tonight. Actually, I've not even tried nor will I at this point. It's one of those weird, odd times when from nowhere, a pale of sourceless anger and general bummed out feelings creep in. One of those times that all I really want to do is drop it all and run, at least for a good month or two. What makes it worse is that financially now, I can, but it's obligation that holds me back...
It's that last link in the chain of bondage that holds you the strongest and inflicts the deepest wounds.
I know that this will pass, and yet, that scares me too... I don't want this to just pass, I want to fix it, I want the wisdom and courage to really know and act.... Perhaps it's just a night that the reality is sinking in more impactfully than most, the reality that the bonds which are the strongest are the ones that we impose on ourselves.
Long sleepless night tonight. Actually, I've not even tried nor will I at this point. It's one of those weird, odd times when from nowhere, a pale of sourceless anger and general bummed out feelings creep in. One of those times that all I really want to do is drop it all and run, at least for a good month or two. What makes it worse is that financially now, I can, but it's obligation that holds me back...
It's that last link in the chain of bondage that holds you the strongest and inflicts the deepest wounds.
I know that this will pass, and yet, that scares me too... I don't want this to just pass, I want to fix it, I want the wisdom and courage to really know and act.... Perhaps it's just a night that the reality is sinking in more impactfully than most, the reality that the bonds which are the strongest are the ones that we impose on ourselves.
rlcinnj:
i hope you feel better soon.