The last few weeks has been full on, working non stop, going more blonde, getting more hair, going to Global Gathering and drinking FAR too much.
Drank myself stupid (anitbiotics) on a Jacks shift last week, not fucking good enough really. Gotta stop "having a few" before i start to "loosen up" haha I'm gonna lose my job!
In other news I've met two amazing ladies. Jo, who i've been fond of for a while but am only really realising now how much she's there for me and how much she means to me. I may have found myself a best friend that isn't a boy! Shit!
And Ann-marie is this gorgeous little thing that i work with on Fridays at hip-e club. She's just adorable, so sweet and lovely. They're good people to have in my life... I'm just not used to being one of the girls!
Things with B are odd, as always, i keep seeing his ex everywhere, not sure if she recognizes me. Not that it matters, she has no idea him and i are together. i wonder if things really will get better once she's signed the house over to him....? Guess when that's happened there'll be no excuses. If he can't make me happy with nothing holding him back then i'll know for good it's not gonna work.
anyway, just plodding.
have some photos:
Took these while waiting for dad to let me into our house haha i locked myself out
Me & stuff:
me & the girls before global gathering
that's all for now i guess! x
Drank myself stupid (anitbiotics) on a Jacks shift last week, not fucking good enough really. Gotta stop "having a few" before i start to "loosen up" haha I'm gonna lose my job!
In other news I've met two amazing ladies. Jo, who i've been fond of for a while but am only really realising now how much she's there for me and how much she means to me. I may have found myself a best friend that isn't a boy! Shit!
And Ann-marie is this gorgeous little thing that i work with on Fridays at hip-e club. She's just adorable, so sweet and lovely. They're good people to have in my life... I'm just not used to being one of the girls!
Things with B are odd, as always, i keep seeing his ex everywhere, not sure if she recognizes me. Not that it matters, she has no idea him and i are together. i wonder if things really will get better once she's signed the house over to him....? Guess when that's happened there'll be no excuses. If he can't make me happy with nothing holding him back then i'll know for good it's not gonna work.
anyway, just plodding.
have some photos:
Took these while waiting for dad to let me into our house haha i locked myself out
Me & stuff:
me & the girls before global gathering
that's all for now i guess! x
I need to get me some more lady friends, most of my besties are boys!