You know what annoys me???\
When people do shit and say "Don't tell my bf/gf"
WHAT
THE FUCK?
If you're doing something that they'd get angry at, you're not meant to be doing it.
OR you're not meant to be together.
For example: friend tried to mack me the other night, then asked me to keep quiet (he has a gf)
Girlfriend of mine smoking crack "Don't tell him"
I understand past habits are hard to break, but dang, B hates me drinking too much and taking drugs and sure I could hate him for trying to restrict me but at the end of the day: he's fucking right. And I'm not gonna fuck that up...
Anyway, on another note: I asked B why he loves me & he told me it's my energy and the fact that no matter how shit everything is, I always manage to bounce back and see the beauty in the most mundane things. He says I've taught him to see the pretty colour of everything just before the sun goes down. I've taught him how the sunshine can fix any problem. I've taught him how you can get glassed in the head, be concussed, drunk, about to pass out, COVERED in blood, and smiling because it's "so typical" that it would happen to you, and taking photos so in the morning you can remember how silly the whole thing was (<<that's how we met, I got glassed and he, the head doorman, saved me and drove me to hospital)
And it made me think that I should consciously note something beautiful about every day...
So today's beautiful thing:
Dan, a guy from work, normally a bar tender, was helping me in the restaurant today, and I was so impressed with his capability and awareness I told him it made me happy & the rest of the day he did the restaurant by himself, I think he enjoyed the gratification, it was cute, I thought it was a beautiful thing.
Another beautiful thing about today is my dad & his house. He's so organised & anal & cute and unfashionable & alternative and I can't help but to smile when I go there, but that's every day, i love my dad.
Also, Peanut my kitten goes crazy every morning at 5am. So at this time I get up and lock her out of my room. I was hoping she'd learn, but I don't think it'll work. So at 7, or 8, or sometimes 10, I get up and go straight into the shower, but I let her into the bathroom. When I get out of the shower, she jumps up and climbs up onto my shoulder, flops herself over it, and just kinda stays there while i make breakfast, brush my hair, whatever... she's sitting on my lap right now snuggling into me...
ahhhh who needs men and friends ????
in other news, my housemate and i decided to go our separate ways (thank god) she's been my best friend for 11 years but living with her has made me realise she's a complete fuckhead. amusing, and that's why i loved her, but emotionally retarded, and i guess that matters more in a best friend than humour.
so i'm excited about living on my own, just me and peanut, but need to be able to afford it *huff*
that's all
oh and corey tayor is another beautiful thing. that is all.
photos
When people do shit and say "Don't tell my bf/gf"
WHAT
THE FUCK?
If you're doing something that they'd get angry at, you're not meant to be doing it.
OR you're not meant to be together.
For example: friend tried to mack me the other night, then asked me to keep quiet (he has a gf)
Girlfriend of mine smoking crack "Don't tell him"
I understand past habits are hard to break, but dang, B hates me drinking too much and taking drugs and sure I could hate him for trying to restrict me but at the end of the day: he's fucking right. And I'm not gonna fuck that up...
Anyway, on another note: I asked B why he loves me & he told me it's my energy and the fact that no matter how shit everything is, I always manage to bounce back and see the beauty in the most mundane things. He says I've taught him to see the pretty colour of everything just before the sun goes down. I've taught him how the sunshine can fix any problem. I've taught him how you can get glassed in the head, be concussed, drunk, about to pass out, COVERED in blood, and smiling because it's "so typical" that it would happen to you, and taking photos so in the morning you can remember how silly the whole thing was (<<that's how we met, I got glassed and he, the head doorman, saved me and drove me to hospital)
And it made me think that I should consciously note something beautiful about every day...
So today's beautiful thing:
Dan, a guy from work, normally a bar tender, was helping me in the restaurant today, and I was so impressed with his capability and awareness I told him it made me happy & the rest of the day he did the restaurant by himself, I think he enjoyed the gratification, it was cute, I thought it was a beautiful thing.
Another beautiful thing about today is my dad & his house. He's so organised & anal & cute and unfashionable & alternative and I can't help but to smile when I go there, but that's every day, i love my dad.
Also, Peanut my kitten goes crazy every morning at 5am. So at this time I get up and lock her out of my room. I was hoping she'd learn, but I don't think it'll work. So at 7, or 8, or sometimes 10, I get up and go straight into the shower, but I let her into the bathroom. When I get out of the shower, she jumps up and climbs up onto my shoulder, flops herself over it, and just kinda stays there while i make breakfast, brush my hair, whatever... she's sitting on my lap right now snuggling into me...
ahhhh who needs men and friends ????
in other news, my housemate and i decided to go our separate ways (thank god) she's been my best friend for 11 years but living with her has made me realise she's a complete fuckhead. amusing, and that's why i loved her, but emotionally retarded, and i guess that matters more in a best friend than humour.
so i'm excited about living on my own, just me and peanut, but need to be able to afford it *huff*
that's all
oh and corey tayor is another beautiful thing. that is all.
photos
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Your kitty is absolutely gorgeous