tantrum_child

though you won't read this
maybe i'll speak this

i need you to know
someday
that i understand now

why it couldn't be
why you left me here
why you didn't feel
ready

when something
you know is so right
comes along
but you're not quite there
100%
your mind is tainted
you can't give them
everything
because some of you
is still
someplace else
it's easier to run
seems to right
not to let
something so perfect
be ruined
by rushing
and the past


i don't know
if i'll go that same way
that you chose

but i understand now