tantrum_child

who would have thought
at the lowest
the sickening churning of the unknown
the hazy memory of what will never be again
the longing for normality
and the connection with the rain
would have been wiped
instantly
suddenly
from my world
with the introduction
of something to love


my little princess
my peanut

my kitten

in her i pour all my love
and watching her brings a giggle
so small
so fragile
so loving
so dependent
on me

i have this reason now
and to something
i am everything

that's enough to bring the sun out to play
and it did
today



somehow
sleeping last night
with her warmth under my arm
i knew today would be better



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