today

laughter
sunshine through the clouds
warmth
energy

and then alone
together
in what felt like something new

touches fresh
hands warm
kisses consuming
sweet and soft
electric

heart drifting
(like the car you abandoned
to just lay
with me)
elevation
comfort

promise


...
hope.


your touch
hungering for consumption
a whimper against my skin
savouring before it leaves

lost... in you
what i thought
what i feared
was dead
it seems only needed
a memory
absence
an anticipation
of being without

whatever

no analysis
no thought
no need to wonder why

accepting wholy
this paralysis of reason
of argument
of dissection

today

i fell all over again






and thank you