tantrum_child

im bored
im over it
i cant be bothered

neither can you


i want a new life
new surroundings
i want my house
i want my stuff to come home to
i want security
i want to know
whats mine is there
and no one can take it away from me

i love my man
i love my family

and each of my friends
presents qualities i find refreshing
or comforting
or at least
amusing

some friendships though
are not mutual
and im done trying to make them
this way

it's hard
because i have a girl
or two
who dont understand
that i also have a boyfriend
that they are my best friend
but that he is a part of me

and i totally get it

i need to learn to seperate
and to give my friends
the time they need and deserve

also i need
another couple
with whom to relate



i love my friends
im just feeling very still
stagnant
and i want to be shocked
i want to be moved
im bored
and i want something to happen....




stimulate me