tantrum_child

--a victory--

it's only getting harder...

there's too much
uncertainty at the moment
around me

a battle
with a changing lifestyle

i went to a rave friday night
i went to a big rave
all my friends were there
god i love them
and i think i was the only straight person in the building

i had the opportunity
in my pocket
and i didn't take it
i proved something massive to myself last night
and im so proud
and happy with myself

and it didn't bother me to be straight
i actually enjoyed myself more than i would have
had i taken the easy way out
that seedy feeling in the morning

we've taken it too far
it's time to turn back


i miss him so much
it's not getting much easier
i know it will
but today was hard
today brought bulk tears

everything will be okay...

my and my boys at armin...
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half of the crew... i love my friends...


necking back coronas


mitchy goes ping??