tantrum_child

is SG doing another burlesque tour?
Are they coming to Australia?
Perth?

That was surely one of the most tantalizing nights of my life, I really want to go again!

so i woke up this morning to msgs from T saying it kills him but he's gonna let me have my time to sort my shit out.

then it struck me.


maybe i'm just putting T off to give B time to get over me. B is still so needy of my friendship, and i care so much about him, and i know if i...
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so there's this boy
he has my soul

there's this other boy
who has my hand

then there's me
stuck
torn
and in between

let's call them B and T

B takes my breath away. nothing like it. when we connect, it's stellar, we're taken to worlds away where the air tingles and silence is full. he knows my truth, he is my truth.

then...
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suicide girls
doesn't let me
have as many
favourites
as i really
have.

i seem to post a lot on
thursdays

though you won't read this
maybe i'll speak this

i need you to know
someday
that i understand now

why it couldn't be
why you left me here
why you didn't feel
ready

when something
you know is so right
comes along
but you're not quite there
100%
your mind is tainted
you can't give them
everything
because some of you
is still
someplace else...
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[torn]

do you...

go for the one
who grips
your soul?

or the one
who gently
holds your
heart?

So... it has been a while
Whats been happening?
I broke up with my boyfriend of 1.5yrs
He moved out.
Then I moved in with my best friend who is more like my sister into a cute little house in Innaloo right near IKEA (joy!)
My kitten Peanut also lives with us.
I work in a pub. I love it. I did 6 weeks 9-5...
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Shit, it's been a while hasn't it??
I need an idea
I want three lines of text (secret ) tattooed to me. Initially i was going to get them on my wrist... but I'm going to be a teacher and the image of me at 50 yrs old STILL trying EVERY day to hide a tattoo just annoyed me. SO I need to get it...
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hey beautifuls!!
http://rg08.zooweekly.com.au/ViewProfile.aspx?id=52
yep, i joined Zoo's Real Girls comp 08
I did it just to see how far I'd get and I'm actually not doing as badly as I thought I would be.
Anyways, I don't think I'm going to win, because they're not after Real Girls at all, but ridiculous ditzy unintelligent tacky plastic fem-bots created purely for sexual humiliation, self promotion and...
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hey guys!!!
Sorry once again i disappear off the face of the earth! i was goin to come to the BBC but i was working
i only work at the vic!! someone come see me and say hi!
if anyone has msn add me ditzy_splitz@hotmail.com! I'm on there and myspace more than anything~!

Ugh im of opinion right now that modelling is too fucking hard,...
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