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One week til Broome and I need it more than EVER!
So excited!!!! In one week from now I'm going to be lying on Cable Beach soaking up harmful UV Rays... I'm all jumpy and squirmy so excited for that day to just be HERE.
But before that I'll be housesitting in Cottesloe again (as of Tuesday) within walking distance of the beach. It's going...
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nymphetalona:
I'm envious of your trip and your new found independence and happiness, I could learn a thing or two from you I think tongue
crimsonpetals:
Im jealous!!!I was going to go to the beach this weekend...but its raining...and now im kind of glad im doing nothing!!Working will make the week go quicker!!! biggrin
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naughtydevil:
Thats a really nice thing for you to be doing, volunteering at the community school. For indigenous kids?

nice to meet you too smile *french kisses* (lol)
velvetfaerie:
mmm nice warm sunshine
lots out today WOO HOO....about to go enjoy... but i wanted to say your words made sense !
very much so smile
thank you
enjoy Broome !
and get into lots of mischief wink
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morning__star:
heya pretty, thanks for the wee comment, that would be amazin, i actually know no one, got butterflies whenever i think of it!! am goin to sydney

i love ur cops an robbers dress....cute!!

kisses xxx
ineedtocomeup:
great pics, eh. You are just super gorgeous. smile
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Side to side
I try again
Just can't shake
This picture

The long knife
Coated in blood
Chunks of flesh
Holding firm
To it's blade

The mess
The smell
Of the burning
mattress
Inhaled smoke
burning my
lungs
No doubt,
yours too.

The empty packets
Of pills and
pills
Your blood soaked bed
Your smothered
face
The piercing
screaming
smoke alarm
"Call the ambulance!"


Crystalised...
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crimsonpetals:
frown wow!
highresolution:
Hope everything works out, and don't feel guilty.
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nothing to say
my dad sent me an email saying he misses me and it feels like forever since we spoke
(i saw him no more than a week ago)
bless his cotton socks i love that man

i'm sleepy
i cleaned the kitchen today
it feels good for it to be clean
tomorrow is mopping etc



there really is nothing to say
i hope...
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ahh so yesterday was nice
drinking in the sunshine
not drinking a lot
just a couple of glasses of wine
then i came home
was awfully sleepy
went to bed at 8pm or something
ridiculous

at 2am i woke up
with a giant headache
it kept me awake
i took some panadol
drank some water
then got that horrible fevery shivery hot cold thing
then...
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warning:
Your friend is breathtakingly gorgeous and I am flattered to be in the same sentence as her web address LOL. smile And you miss...have a wonderful fucking body!! GeEEZ. kiss
crimsonpetals:
Whenever i get terribly ill after drinking i just remind myself of the time i mixed beer, wine, bourbon, vodka and mountains of shell fish...that was the most horrible morning after of my life!!!!
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my sunday sesh yesterday was shit

i changed locations
and in the process of sending everyone a text to let them know
my phone broke
and i spent the rest of the night with my one friend

it was shit.

i met a really hot guy
who was msging me all nite
very persistent
but i couldn't do it
it just doesn't really interest me...
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velvetfaerie:
i've been there!
once...
had MUCH fun myself smile
shifter:
haha, you poser :p
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went to the strip club last night
i'd only been once before
when i had to do promo work there
i loved it
i had so much fun
my favourite girl was the one with the cuts on her legs
and the bad bad wig
her body had nothing on the girl
next to her
but she was cute
and had spunk

loved it

spent...
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crimsonpetals:
I love going to strip clubs...i always end up in one toward the end of the night hehehe love
velvetfaerie:
which club?
i have been to only one once.... but had a blast.....
hehehehehheheehe
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by far the most beautiful thing today
was b's message saying
"i really don't know how it'd work
but i owe you a try.
i do need time.
let's do this royal show thing,
then see how we go,
i'm jealous about the zoo"

to which i responded
"i'm in tears"
haha which in fact had nothing to do with him and more to do...
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i miss B
but i don't miss the kisses
and hugs
and sex
i miss the laughing
the friendship
the undoubting knowledge that i'm understood
the ever present shoulder on which to lose myself
the way his face looks when i say something funny
the way his mouth screws up when he's thinking "god i love you"
i just miss him
his essence
his everything...
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helly:
Toxic! She is a toxic lady get her out of your life. He energy will end up like a plaguing disease! It sounds like she is completely histrionic, insensitive and self righteous. People like that just suck your energy and do no reciprocate at all, leaving you drained and a shell of your former self. I really hope you can find a place to rent on your own.

Thanks for your words, I don't mean this offensively but you seem like and old soul smile I am so happy that you and your brother will always have that special bond, you are extremely lucky to have each other. As far as the boy goes, I hope it works out however you wish it to. smile
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velvetfaerie:
WOW what an appendix story!
you poor thing.... good to know you got through though smile
thanks for you well wishes.... i am going good atm....smile
helly:
This is one of the most moving journals ever. Your brother is adorable. kiss
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Today's beautiful thing was waking up
Rolling over
to see a pretty face
framed by a sexy arm

this man i love
in my bed
with me

and a newfound resolve
not to force things
I miss being wanted. I miss being giddy and giggly. I miss when we didn't talk about the future, when we were happy to just be.
I just want to...
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conjure:
Sounds like my kinda day.

Hot damn I miss big strong man-arms. *sigh*