I don't know whats wrong with me. I need to stop sleeping with my ex but yet I keep running back for more. I don't want to hurt him again. I don't know if its for the penatration, pentration into to my god damn fear of being alone. I love him but I don't wnat to get back into a relationship with him. We keep acting like this is all casual but I know that it will start to meld into something more, because thats how our hearts work. We're not the casual type and we both know it. I'm a fucking idiot and we're going to hurt eachother. I don't know what the fuck to do. 
cincity:
Stop the sexin honey bunch!