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tank_ex_mortis

Yellow Springs, OH

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Sunday Apr 11, 2004

Apr 11, 2004
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First, thanks to kittencore for the nice thing she said, it did cheer me up. smile

Second...
I just got home from visiting my former best friend's parents. That's former as in dead, not former as in we're no longer friends. Anyway, it was really painful for me, since today would be her birthday and all we talked about was her... It's really hard for me to deal with emotions like sadness and loneliness, because my best friend was the person I'd talk to about them. I should be over this by now, she died six years ago... But every year, on her birthday and on the day she died, I end up feeling so terrible...
Well, today is Zombie Jesus Day, maybe she'll rise from the dead and terrorize the living! biggrin
(I know that sounds insensitive, but I like to think she'd get a kick out of it. smile )

In case you're wondering, her name was Emily, and she died from a brain tumor. She was 14.
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niobe:
Awww I am really sorry to hear that. frown
Apr 11, 2004
rxqueen:
awwww frown i'm sorry to hear that.
One of my friends passed away last april. she was only 17. i've been looking through pictures of her and getting really upset. i can't believe a year has passed already.

if you ever need anyone to talk to, feel free to email or IM me.
Apr 12, 2004

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