I am sad about car horns. They had a deeper sound in 1974. Now they are shrill.
Western exhaustion of wet cold fall is beyond difficult and typing makes me tired.
I need to surprise myself right now or else December will hurt.
2005 will be warmer and that is swell. But caverneous times are swallowing every bit of heat right now.
Light blues greens...
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Western exhaustion of wet cold fall is beyond difficult and typing makes me tired.
I need to surprise myself right now or else December will hurt.
2005 will be warmer and that is swell. But caverneous times are swallowing every bit of heat right now.
Light blues greens...
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Thak you all for your sweet comments and your remarks on the rich texture of the life that my Gran led. She did rock the house and it was cool to share some of it with you all. If I could do her any justice right now, the comments would ahve been 100-fold.
But I can't write for shit now, so I think I am...
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But I can't write for shit now, so I think I am...
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wendy1:
that really is a great picture. She looks fantastically beautiful.
ash:
That is a good song babe. call me soon, ok? 
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estrada:
Damn, that's one amazing life, that of your grandmother.
fenway:
wow! what a woman! someone for girls to look up to, as opposed to models and actresses...
memories last a lifetime and it looks like you will have a lot of stories to share with your children someday
my condolances to you and your family...
but you shall meet her again someday in the afterlife
Lisa
memories last a lifetime and it looks like you will have a lot of stories to share with your children someday
my condolances to you and your family...
but you shall meet her again someday in the afterlife
Lisa
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longtimecoming:
shea hey willie
charitee:
Hey.. well I lost my cool this morning.. I spent the last few days trying to keep my temper and not be rude but it's three days later and people are still boohooing! I've had it.. so, I was rude and shouldn't have been. oops.. my bad!
Thanks for the hi! Hi right back at ya!
Thanks for the hi! Hi right back at ya!
I do not appreciate the attitude that Red Sox fans are carrying into this series.
In many ways, lots of them now have taken on the characteristics they have repeatedly decried in Yankees fans.
The belief that the ALCS is a de facto World Series is not true.
The National Leagues is no joke. Just ask the Yankees of 2001 & 2003.
Don't sleep on...
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In many ways, lots of them now have taken on the characteristics they have repeatedly decried in Yankees fans.
The belief that the ALCS is a de facto World Series is not true.
The National Leagues is no joke. Just ask the Yankees of 2001 & 2003.
Don't sleep on...
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estrada:
The Red Sox have learned nothing from those long years lusting after a World Series ring.
The Cardinals will fight and make the Sox fans remember that there is another team in this World Series, a team that will not be easy to get past.
The Cardinals will fight and make the Sox fans remember that there is another team in this World Series, a team that will not be easy to get past.
kelland:
Yes, I am muy excited for the new U2 album and coinciding tour. Those guys can do no wrong in my book. 
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josephene:
"really romantic?" Michael Bolton? REALLY? *giggle* Wait wait wait...she said Kenny G was there too, right? Well, that explains it. Catie knows I heart her.
Martinsville this weekend...my prediction. Jeff will win...only 5 races to go, what's a girl to do? Bulls fan again? Not sure I'm ready to jump onto that sinking bandwagon.
How are you? Glad you are hooking it up with art chick...let us know how it goes.
Catie knows I heart her.
Martinsville this weekend...my prediction. Jeff will win...only 5 races to go, what's a girl to do? Bulls fan again? Not sure I'm ready to jump onto that sinking bandwagon.
How are you? Glad you are hooking it up with art chick...let us know how it goes.
freyja__:
is La Boheme playing again?
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estrada:
You're going to call for the lefty out of the bullpen.
estrada:
Well you may have brought in Rocker or Stanton instead.
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Nine mile skid
on a ten mile ride
Hot as a pistol
but cool inside
Cat on a tin roof
Dogs in a pile
Nothing left to do but
smile, smile, smile
Now he's gone
Lord he's gone
Like a steam locomotive
rolling down the track
He's gone
He's gone
and nothing's gonna bring him back
He's gone
Going where the wind don't blow...
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Nine mile skid
on a ten mile ride
Hot as a pistol
but cool inside
Cat on a tin roof
Dogs in a pile
Nothing left to do but
smile, smile, smile
Now he's gone
Lord he's gone
Like a steam locomotive
rolling down the track
He's gone
He's gone
and nothing's gonna bring him back
He's gone
Going where the wind don't blow...
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freyja__:
i hope everything's ok with you.
xo
xo
josephene:
Hmmm....me thinks your mood may be in the trash, sweetie, I hate to hear that. Is there anything that a little deejay off in Indiana can do to help? I have connection to the mafia, does that help? 
BTW...Spongebob Squarepants 300? Really???
Have a great weekend
BTW...Spongebob Squarepants 300? Really???
Have a great weekend Why do we often treat the very best things in life with the trepidation of a vampire regarding an invitation to a high noon outdoor garlic fair?
It's counter-intuitive -- and it's exceptionally strange that we are self-preservationalist to the point of riddling our psyches and even our bodies with self-inflicted wounds.
Sometimes I think that people say 'goodbye' soley because the prospect of being...
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It's counter-intuitive -- and it's exceptionally strange that we are self-preservationalist to the point of riddling our psyches and even our bodies with self-inflicted wounds.
Sometimes I think that people say 'goodbye' soley because the prospect of being...
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leftjab:
the only thing i can figure about the meaning of loss, is that if things didn't end, we wouldn't truly appreciate them. we are rather insignificant in the grand scheme of life.
i'm usually the bailee, but i've been the bailor too, just not for that reason. if everything's going to end, why rush it? no need to prolong either, but let it happen naturally. i did get broken up with once prematurely for that reason (as evidenced by the 3 months of on-and-off, ridiculously intense post-breakup sex and a lot of hanging out in that period), as she was reacting to a previous relationship that had lasted too long.
gotta keep loving, even if it means losing ... ya gotta believe! in baseball as in life, as usual. for me, it's soccer and life, as a t-shirt my parents bought me in Argentina says something like "futbol es vida, el resto son detales solamentes" "soccer is life, the rest are only details." when the san jose earthquakes made their playoff run last year with amazing comebacks their first two series, fans has an "always believe!" banner that looked like the old Shea sign-man ... it's all linked as usual. if you watch any soccer, watch the u.s. national team in World Cup & World Cup Qualifying, such as at 7:30 pm edt tonight on espn2 at home against Panama, it will be fun. do you really want to watch the yanks-red sox all the time? or even the cards-astros?
remember Stella Blue, there's nothing you can hold for very long.
i'm usually the bailee, but i've been the bailor too, just not for that reason. if everything's going to end, why rush it? no need to prolong either, but let it happen naturally. i did get broken up with once prematurely for that reason (as evidenced by the 3 months of on-and-off, ridiculously intense post-breakup sex and a lot of hanging out in that period), as she was reacting to a previous relationship that had lasted too long.
gotta keep loving, even if it means losing ... ya gotta believe! in baseball as in life, as usual. for me, it's soccer and life, as a t-shirt my parents bought me in Argentina says something like "futbol es vida, el resto son detales solamentes" "soccer is life, the rest are only details." when the san jose earthquakes made their playoff run last year with amazing comebacks their first two series, fans has an "always believe!" banner that looked like the old Shea sign-man ... it's all linked as usual. if you watch any soccer, watch the u.s. national team in World Cup & World Cup Qualifying, such as at 7:30 pm edt tonight on espn2 at home against Panama, it will be fun. do you really want to watch the yanks-red sox all the time? or even the cards-astros?
remember Stella Blue, there's nothing you can hold for very long.
estrada:
All I wanted for my birthday was for the Yankees to lose. Those BoSox cursed my birthday!
"I followed you beneath the stars
hounded by your memory
and all your raging glory"
It'll come as no shock that I think our worst moments frequently double as gateways to our best. I'm dry man, dry. Broken down and empty like a creek bed.
Rain on the way.
I figure that nothing very bad has failed to segue into something better somewhere down the...
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hounded by your memory
and all your raging glory"
It'll come as no shock that I think our worst moments frequently double as gateways to our best. I'm dry man, dry. Broken down and empty like a creek bed.
Rain on the way.
I figure that nothing very bad has failed to segue into something better somewhere down the...
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pip:
I am 100% right about warner. SUCKS!!! I guarantee that Manning will be starting by season's end. OVER-RATED. Absolutely. I would not trust him to QB the Boston College Eagles. Sorry. But it is true.
jerry031:
They ran out of custard. Fuckers.
Sorry I could not resist. This week has been redemtion week for me. A fantasy football trade that an oppent thought he was too good for, turned out that he needed desperately. I beat my gf in fantasy football (for the first time in 3 match-ups!) And then Warner sits on the bench. Forgive me for gloating I do not do it often.
Your journal by the way was very well written.