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tangledupinblue

Big Shea -- well, not anymore. Citifield. That's weird to write

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"I once loved a girl. Her skin it was bronze. With the innocence of a lamb she was gentle like a fawn. I courted her proudly. Now she is gone, gone as the season she's taken."


"And there's a slow, slow train coming, up around the bend."

~~~~DD~~~~~

Daytona 500 qualifying at 12 today! Still feels unnatural to call anything the Nextell Cup. It's good to see the signs of Spring coming around slowly but surely. I am so looking forward to escaping the cold and slush of this NY winter.

I'm restless as can be though, feel like I'm standing at the start of something and I'm not sure I want to begin. Got to force myself to plow through the start. I definitely need a change of scenery. My leg surgery wiped out plans for the Virgin Islands over Christmas. So now I figure that I might head down to Florida for baseball and Breakers time. The Breakers may be my favorite hotel in the world. I'd also like to go to Arlington to see my cousins and their baby. Very peaceful place. They always go to sleep around 9 (no lie) and that leaves me a big house to pad around and lots of easy chairs to read in. Days doing nothing can slow time down. I'm looking to slow time down right now. I've got a pile of work that's pretty close to crumpling under its own weight. I don't know where my motivation has gone lately. I am a little worried about my total lack of dedication to my job for the last week. Something isn't quite right. I feel it in my chest, and my head which is turning so fast that I can practicly smell the smoke rising. Goddamn, where am I going again? Strange times, strange times. Be well all you all, and for those in funks, cotton to this. . . Make my funk the P-Funk, I wants to get funked up.


This is Trash
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Do not fear, the sands sing for everyone.

I feel your restlessness and I understand it completely. What are you embarking on? And what scares you about it?

Feb 8, 2004
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I hate that uneasy feeling. You can't put a finger on it and yet it is there, nagging at the back of your mind. At the same time, I've found anyway, if you think about it long enough you will discover it's core. Maybe you just don't want to face it so you suppress it and hope it goes away. A very smart man told me once that we always know what causes our funks and what torments our minds we just don't always want to face it or admit it. Food for thought, anyway.

Now get off your ass and get some work done! May will be here before you know it!
Feb 8, 2004

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