i think it is going to be OK.
well all my shit surfaced on saturday/sunday and his yesterday
soooo
im hoping that this will enable us to be closer now that we got the crap out..
so im hopeful, but skeptical.. but more hopeful..
we will still see each other, and i can be happy this week and smile
and today i got a cold.....
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well all my shit surfaced on saturday/sunday and his yesterday
soooo
im hoping that this will enable us to be closer now that we got the crap out..
so im hopeful, but skeptical.. but more hopeful..
we will still see each other, and i can be happy this week and smile
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well.
ive never been broken up with via sms before,
but i guess there is a first time for everything
so just when i was preparing to write a happy journal entry, i recieve an sms.
"its not you its me"
yeah cant you even think of an orginal break up line?
obvisouly fucking not.
was really looking forward to a happy stress free week...
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ive never been broken up with via sms before,
but i guess there is a first time for everything
so just when i was preparing to write a happy journal entry, i recieve an sms.
"its not you its me"
yeah cant you even think of an orginal break up line?
obvisouly fucking not.
was really looking forward to a happy stress free week...
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livingdeadkirst:
aaaaaawwwwwww that totally sucks. 
lurch83:
it might not be original but it's obviously true. he seemed to be missing the balls to tell you straight.
*hugs* hope you get through okay
*hugs* hope you get through okay
friendship - a message for tahliana
we take so much for granted and then dont realise what it is we have until its taken away.
not that my friendship with tahliana will be ever taken away, we will be friends forever
but the fact that i cant see her, email her to see if she wants to go out randomly or have fun & laugh...
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we take so much for granted and then dont realise what it is we have until its taken away.
not that my friendship with tahliana will be ever taken away, we will be friends forever
but the fact that i cant see her, email her to see if she wants to go out randomly or have fun & laugh...
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barry_anthony:
Hey sweetness
Hope that your doing ok
xoxo
B.....
Hope that your doing ok
xoxo
B.....
contessakatarina:
Oh darling girl - letting a friend go for a while can really hurt - i can see she loves you heaps and you guys will take up where you left off when she returns from her big adventure.
As for Big Brother Big Sister? I am training to be a Youth Mentor to a child 7-17 - volunteering - give something back to someone who could use an adult friend and guide - it's a good programme. Hugs x
As for Big Brother Big Sister? I am training to be a Youth Mentor to a child 7-17 - volunteering - give something back to someone who could use an adult friend and guide - it's a good programme. Hugs x
livingdeadkirst did this in her journal, and i think whilst its kinda corny, its still way cool cus u can learn alot about someone.. so here goes
*Time started: 7.19pm
*Name: Karen
*Nickname: Karra
*Single or Taken: taken
*Sex: girl
*Birthday: 29 June
*Sign: cancer
*Siblings: nope
*Hair color: red at the mo
*Eye colour: green when red or black hair, brown when blonde hair...
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*Time started: 7.19pm
*Name: Karen
*Nickname: Karra
*Single or Taken: taken
*Sex: girl
*Birthday: 29 June
*Sign: cancer
*Siblings: nope
*Hair color: red at the mo
*Eye colour: green when red or black hair, brown when blonde hair...
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aaronsrod:
oh no not you too, still I gotta read it all so hang on.........
for some reason everyones fav vege is the spud including me haha
Brissy Hookup link, hope you can make it be great to see you there
for some reason everyones fav vege is the spud including me haha
Brissy Hookup link, hope you can make it be great to see you there
lurch83:
i take it you read everyone else's on livingdeadkirst's journal. save copy and paste or linking.
how'd the strike thing turn out??? hope it went okay.
caio.
how'd the strike thing turn out??? hope it went okay.
caio.
i hate my mind.
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rubyred:
over analysing shit. we all do it. in time though i find it fades. guys can also make you a little paranoid. dont be too hard on yourself hey. it'll sort itself out things always do
things always do
lurch83:
damn when you said that i got a shiver and thought "damn it, she's onto you, she knows everything argh". but seriously i would stop thinkning so much if i could as well. it causes chaos, and doubts and makes you think when someone says something nice that they are saying it with motive, instead of just being nice. or at least for me-ish. i can't really say what i think unless i'm drunk as a skunk anyway. otherwise i like talking in riddles to keep people confused. i say what i have to say and they don't understand what i said. perfect.
is everything still ok with the boy?
you okay being out of the country?
is it because things fell into place that made you question them?
is work a big thing or just the straw on the camels back?
not trying to pry so if you can't answer the questions don't. Dr Lurch has kinda got the same sort of problems. especially the dreams about the impending stress that i know is coming and just don't feel like dealing with. and the voices in my head sometimes won't stop screaming. eh.
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is everything still ok with the boy?
you okay being out of the country?
is it because things fell into place that made you question them?
is work a big thing or just the straw on the camels back?
not trying to pry so if you can't answer the questions don't. Dr Lurch has kinda got the same sort of problems. especially the dreams about the impending stress that i know is coming and just don't feel like dealing with. and the voices in my head sometimes won't stop screaming. eh.
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i fucking hate vodafone
*breathes*
my week is alright i guess, Nurses are going on a state wide strike next wednesday so work is busy as, i even think i am working on saturday (no overtime!) which kinda sux, but yeah as soon as i step in the office its go go go and ive ended up working late and plan on working late all...
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*breathes*
my week is alright i guess, Nurses are going on a state wide strike next wednesday so work is busy as, i even think i am working on saturday (no overtime!) which kinda sux, but yeah as soon as i step in the office its go go go and ive ended up working late and plan on working late all...
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tahliana:
yeah its come too fast, i knew it would go quick but 
thats sweet you miss your mum.
and ahhh i kinda wanna come to mm9 unsaid. hmm decisions.
thats sweet you miss your mum.
and ahhh i kinda wanna come to mm9 unsaid. hmm decisions.
lowroller:
I've heard of MM9. Can't remember where though. They might have been support for someone. I don't have plans for Saturday ... maybe I'll check it out ....
I'm with vodafone ... haven't had a problem with it in ages. There used to be a long delay between the time I would get a phone card and the time it would register on my phone ... but that was all.
I find it better than Optus.
Anyway .. hope you have a good one (weekend).
I'm with vodafone ... haven't had a problem with it in ages. There used to be a long delay between the time I would get a phone card and the time it would register on my phone ... but that was all.
I find it better than Optus.
Anyway .. hope you have a good one (weekend).
dododo
i didnt do that much on the weekend,
Friay night i was meant to go see ta veren jive at the sando, but because i was feelin dodgy all day (stupid may day toast dodgy food)so i went to see a movie with boy, and i think instead of referring to him as boy, i might just call him C as it seems to...
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i didnt do that much on the weekend,
Friay night i was meant to go see ta veren jive at the sando, but because i was feelin dodgy all day (stupid may day toast dodgy food)so i went to see a movie with boy, and i think instead of referring to him as boy, i might just call him C as it seems to...
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contessakatarina:
Love the new pics - love the hair - you are an awesome cutie. Weird is good in our case right now eh? Enjoy the ride.
tahliana:
i like your hair red red, but i also like it black!!!!!
mmmm it is wonderful with the boy.. hmm he is great and responsible and not drug fucked, or just fucked up really.. it is so fucking cool to be with someone that gets out of bed before me, (opposed to the ex's - me getting up and the boy would just lay in my bed until maybe 3pm and then get up and get stoned...
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lurch83:
i hate hating my job. but everything else is going good for you
contessakatarina:
Good to hear things are going well with the boy - It's nice when you don't have to play mama to a selfish baby isn't it?
Make hay while the sun shines babe
Make hay while the sun shines babe
things are alright
just want to get out of Sydney for at least 1 day this weekend.. hopefully I can
apart from that things are going ok, but im still stressed about some stuff which is kinda annoying
hopefully this weekend will help
just want to get out of Sydney for at least 1 day this weekend.. hopefully I can
apart from that things are going ok, but im still stressed about some stuff which is kinda annoying
hopefully this weekend will help
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contessakatarina:
Hope you get the respite and rest you need my sweet. A recharge is a recharge, no matter how long. Take care of yourself.
livingdeadkirst:
*HUGS*
so
maybe i am freaking out.
*sigh* why do i have to think, i just think and analyse everything and then get paranoid. its fucked.
im my own worst enemy.
also been argueing on the forum i mentioned in my last update, they just dont get it, and like predicted the "boys club" as i will refer to them have ganged up and lashed out...
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maybe i am freaking out.
*sigh* why do i have to think, i just think and analyse everything and then get paranoid. its fucked.
im my own worst enemy.
also been argueing on the forum i mentioned in my last update, they just dont get it, and like predicted the "boys club" as i will refer to them have ganged up and lashed out...
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lowroller:
Well that sucks ...
I tend to treat all forums as a bit of a joke. Most people on them are just baiting ..
Hope this isn't about that guy you met. That would be a bummer.
I tend to treat all forums as a bit of a joke. Most people on them are just baiting ..
Hope this isn't about that guy you met. That would be a bummer.
barry_anthony:
Hey, Im gonna come over and slapp your ass to cheer you up a little 
edited because sometimes im silly
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