tamson

Dont you hate when you like a guy, and it just totally doesnt work out the way you want it to, they pick out all your flaws and want to talk about them, then they call you dude and man.. kinda is like a kick in the guts really.

but it happens i suppose, just sux when it does, i thought i was tough and that it didnt matter - but it did and i cared!

now i feel like an idiot when i talk to him cus i just rant on about stupid crap, and i think stop talking your a loser (to myself) and still i go on ergh.

*sigh* need to ban myself from msn for my own good.

Even tho i like him quite alot, i still ask myself if i am even ready for anything, guys are crap - and if you disagree prove me wrong, ive never been proved wrong, they always seem to find new ways to fuck me/other girls around,
where is the nice guys, that treats girl nice and that arent afraid of love.

here are some new photos. since its been a while
http://warptsilence.com/gallery/misc


i hope you are happy and well

xx