Tuesday Sep 13, 2005

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Dont you hate when you like a guy, and it just totally doesnt work out the way you want it to, they pick out all your flaws and want to talk about them, then they call you dude and man.. kinda is like a kick in the guts really.

but it happens i suppose, just sux when it does, i thought i was tough and that it didnt matter - but it did and i cared!

now i feel like an idiot when i talk to him cus i just rant on about stupid crap, and i think stop talking your a loser (to myself) and still i go on ergh.

*sigh* need to ban myself from msn for my own good.

Even tho i like him quite alot, i still ask myself if i am even ready for anything, guys are crap - and if you disagree prove me wrong, ive never been proved wrong, they always seem to find new ways to fuck me/other girls around,
where is the nice guys, that treats girl nice and that arent afraid of love.

here are some new photos. since its been a while
http://warptsilence.com/gallery/misc


i hope you are happy and well

xx

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jacknhill:
Hey ya. I think its true. I know some of my friends are really cool, nice good guys who, yeah, are a little afraid to get talking with a girl because so many girls will cut down a guy just for trying to speak to them. Its a tough one because so many ass holes with only one thing on their mind give the true good guys a bad wrap.... Its a tricky game and the way to play it is to keep your chin up and keep getting out there and you never know the next guy you talk to may just be one of the ones who will genuinely be interested in getting to know who you are and see if that special energy comes along that you feel when you connect with someone you like..... which I think I one of the most special things in the universe.

You have alot going for you. So dont worry. You will find you good guy wink smile
francbert:
you will find most of us (the nice guys of course) hiding under rocks. sometimes listening to obscure avant garde black metal, sometimes doing other totally pointless shit, but we are there. you just have to assure us that you don't want to come between us and our love of pointless shit.

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