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he finally agreed to meet up (or so it seemed)
Saturday we were meant to meet up, he rang me when he said he would, and said he wanted to go home and do housework and then he would meet up with me later on then he rings me in the afternoon and says oh im doing housework still and im going out to family dinner after so i cant meet up today but definetly tomorrow, so i say ok kinda pissed off but ok definetly tomorrow
so sunday comes and i msg him saying i cant meet up at anytime, then i send another msg saying that im kinda pissed that housework was more important than meeting up with me, but anyway.
so then after a small arguement about that we agree tro meet up at 7pm at a cafe, so i get there at 7, he isnt there, so i sit and i order then about 7.15 i get message saying running late ill be 45 mins, so i send one back which wasnt very happy because he could have msgd me before i left home at 6.30 saying he was late.. til 8.10 then i get a message saying sorry just go home.. so i go home, but on my way i drop the letter that i wrote for him in his letter box,
then on monday we talk on the phone after me sending a message did you read the letter i wrote, he says he thinks we should talk so we make arrangements for tonight (wednesday) that he will ring me during the day and we will meet up at night..
so its 8.37 and his phone is off and i havent heard from him, so obvioulsy he doesnt want to meet up
stood up 3 times in 5 days - i wouldnt even treat my worst enemy like that, id at aleast send a message saying i cant make it.. to anyone because its just respect
i really just expected better, and i just thought oh he will def turn up on wednesday he wouldnt be crap again.. you know
and i just think what have i done to deserve this, i havent hurt him, or done anything bad to him to have him act like this..
i wish it didnt hurt, i wish i didnt have hope and i wish that i just didnt care.
the bad part is that if he rang me tomorrow and said lets meet up tomorrow night then i would say yes.
why am i sucker
he finally agreed to meet up (or so it seemed)
Saturday we were meant to meet up, he rang me when he said he would, and said he wanted to go home and do housework and then he would meet up with me later on then he rings me in the afternoon and says oh im doing housework still and im going out to family dinner after so i cant meet up today but definetly tomorrow, so i say ok kinda pissed off but ok definetly tomorrow
so sunday comes and i msg him saying i cant meet up at anytime, then i send another msg saying that im kinda pissed that housework was more important than meeting up with me, but anyway.
so then after a small arguement about that we agree tro meet up at 7pm at a cafe, so i get there at 7, he isnt there, so i sit and i order then about 7.15 i get message saying running late ill be 45 mins, so i send one back which wasnt very happy because he could have msgd me before i left home at 6.30 saying he was late.. til 8.10 then i get a message saying sorry just go home.. so i go home, but on my way i drop the letter that i wrote for him in his letter box,
then on monday we talk on the phone after me sending a message did you read the letter i wrote, he says he thinks we should talk so we make arrangements for tonight (wednesday) that he will ring me during the day and we will meet up at night..
so its 8.37 and his phone is off and i havent heard from him, so obvioulsy he doesnt want to meet up
stood up 3 times in 5 days - i wouldnt even treat my worst enemy like that, id at aleast send a message saying i cant make it.. to anyone because its just respect
i really just expected better, and i just thought oh he will def turn up on wednesday he wouldnt be crap again.. you know
and i just think what have i done to deserve this, i havent hurt him, or done anything bad to him to have him act like this..
i wish it didnt hurt, i wish i didnt have hope and i wish that i just didnt care.
the bad part is that if he rang me tomorrow and said lets meet up tomorrow night then i would say yes.
why am i sucker
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DONT CALL OR SEND ANYMORE MESSAGES!!!!!!!!!!! let him come to you and if he doesnt he isnt worth it
[Edited on Aug 04, 2005 4:13PM]
go away somewhere for a weekend or afternoon and get some perspective. or rent swingers and watch with a close friend and some cheap wine (that last one is my solution to all relationship problems.)
seriously, just cut him out for at least a fortnight, there's no rush if you really are going to get it back on, what's a fortnight?? just concentrate on the other things in your life for awhile and put him on the back burner. i've been in this situation very recently and ya gotta suck it up, make a pledge to not contact them, and when you've gone a few days everything will look different.
i promise