tamson

today was a crap day,
i missed him heaps, and there was heaps of times during the day when i just wished i could tell him stuff, but then realised that i couldnt..

i feel like a ping pong ball with my moods up and down constantly, im trying to stay positive and be happy, but at the same time i really miss him

and then i broke the stupid rules tonight and i got weak and i sent a message saying i missed him and that i wish i could hug him, cus i just would really do anything to hug him at the moment...


having dinner with a friend didnt help because she talked about her boyfriend the whole time, and theyre really cute and fully in love and it made me think & get sad cus i just thought about him the whole time..


heres hopin tomorrow is a happy & strong day



ps. thanks to everyone for your comments, they do help me heaps