tamson

so Im feeling happier, i dont deal with conflict or unresolved issues very well and usuallyit involves me thinking and thinking and my mind racing until i can sort it out.

So I sent him an email syaing i thought it was lame that we broke up via email, and blahblah anyway we have decided to meet up in a few days and discuss our issues and see if they are fixable. I said we should wait a few days before doing this as it will give us both a chance to decide what it is that we really want and what issues we want to bring up.

so im writing mine down so i dont forget anything & so that when we do talk i wont get confused (as i do sometimes) and it will be easier that way..

So yeah today i feel happy, im trying to not think/hope/wish that him and I will get back together, im just trying to not get my hopes up about that, but I think (hope) i will be ok no matter what happens.

so today is a good day.