tamson

mmmm it is wonderful with the boy.. hmm he is great and responsible and not drug fucked, or just fucked up really.. it is so fucking cool to be with someone that gets out of bed before me, (opposed to the ex's - me getting up and the boy would just lay in my bed until maybe 3pm and then get up and get stoned and be a general drega i get home he ignore me cus he is busy on the computer bah).. this is exactly what i wanted someone that has their life sorted and that doesnt need the "mother" figure... oooh yeahh but he is just a really a great guy, very funny.. and yeah mmmm


work still sucks, you really know there is something wrong when you wake up and then you just really DREAD going to work, to the point where each morning you consider taking a sick day. if i didnt have the internet/and send many emails to friends each day i can pretty much say i woulda been outta there long ago, also i have a few really fantastic friends that work there, and we all help each other, i think if one of left then itd b ethe domino effect.

I wish i didnt have to work fulltime and that way had enough time to learn and study the things i want.. cus at the moment i just feel like i dont have the time and the time i have spare i dont want to let go of it.

meh money is shit.



well my weekend, my goal was to get out of sydney and this was not achieved, couldnt find anyone that wanted to go away on sunday night or even for the day.. so i just bummed around the house all day, had lots of sex with the boy.. ate bacon.. u know just generally good stuff like that, cant beat a serve of bacon followed by sex..

Saturday night went to see Unsaid and MM9 at bizzos and before that in the arvo had a few friends over and cooked a big seafood feast, it was yummy. only bad thing is dishes, so many dirty dishes, thats my chore for today
and i think i have put that off long enough... time to be brave..