tamson

so
maybe i am freaking out.
*sigh* why do i have to think, i just think and analyse everything and then get paranoid. its fucked.
im my own worst enemy.



also been argueing on the forum i mentioned in my last update, they just dont get it, and like predicted the "boys club" as i will refer to them have ganged up and lashed out personal attacks on everyone, 1 person posted an intelligent post tho. which was surprising to me, shame about the rest
it really got my nerves and i know i shouldnt get worked up about it and i should just ignore it, but im fucking sick of just ignoring it.
meh
fuckers.

so um lots of shitty things have happened since last week, and im not gunn say much more then some ppl are just fucked.

and then i get jaded
and hate the world
and think whats the point


then i listen to incubus and regain a slight bit of hope

from The Warmth

So don't let the world bring you down
not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you grow old



i hope tomorrowww is better and that everyone had a beter past 4 days then what I had..