brisbane.
good.
saw my grandparents on my dads side whom i havent seen in 4 years.
spending sprees with my mum and general hanging out with her
seeing my grandparents (on my mums side) and getting along nicely with them
seeing my stepfather and not fighting with him
being away from sydney for a weekend
all the sweet msgs i got from the boy while...
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good.
saw my grandparents on my dads side whom i havent seen in 4 years.
spending sprees with my mum and general hanging out with her
seeing my grandparents (on my mums side) and getting along nicely with them
seeing my stepfather and not fighting with him
being away from sydney for a weekend
all the sweet msgs i got from the boy while...
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to make along story short
(i havent seen my dad, since i was about 3 years old, and only spoke to him once when i was 17, but have always kept in contact with all other family on that side of the family, wich is mega weird)
i found out today that my father has been in jail for the past 4 years for apparantly...
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(i havent seen my dad, since i was about 3 years old, and only spoke to him once when i was 17, but have always kept in contact with all other family on that side of the family, wich is mega weird)
i found out today that my father has been in jail for the past 4 years for apparantly...
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lurch83:
you'll be right. jsut don't frett over it.
it's only family, you can choose the fuckers and if you could who would you choose anyway. just be civil for the sake of it and whatever from there.
and enjoy seein your grandparents my dear
it's only family, you can choose the fuckers and if you could who would you choose anyway. just be civil for the sake of it and whatever from there.
and enjoy seein your grandparents my dear
tahliana:
Wow that is really intense, but yeah he is just another person. But hey i dont know how i would be ever seeing my dad, we're both in that boat. Hope alls goin well in da house. 
Do you ever feel like this?
so this weekend was the moving weekend, shanna moved out,, i moved into her room and aiden into my old room so that is cool, butits so weird being in this room, i dont know why, it just is, i guess it will take some getting used to
rocky (my dog) is very lonely without dema (shannas dog) he...
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so this weekend was the moving weekend, shanna moved out,, i moved into her room and aiden into my old room so that is cool, butits so weird being in this room, i dont know why, it just is, i guess it will take some getting used to
rocky (my dog) is very lonely without dema (shannas dog) he...
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lurch83:
aww shucks darl, that sucks arse. i'd offer to shout in the best charitable means but acid really aint my thing. sorry. anyway, i totally understand the whole relo's thing accept when they try the guilt trip on me i just look at them and laugh and keep walking. can't choose your family. if you could i wouldn't have mine.
and like you said before with friends saying things to girls. i hate it when they do cuz they seem to make it harder for me to just say hi. argh. i do better when on my own. i just want my turn too.
be good and enjoy the big room
and like you said before with friends saying things to girls. i hate it when they do cuz they seem to make it harder for me to just say hi. argh. i do better when on my own. i just want my turn too.
be good and enjoy the big room
minceir:
Well i have my blues shirt on, mind you my brothers a pom and goes for the maroons.
so my hair dresser aiden is moving in, (who used to live with MissCB) so thats kinda cool, i am actually really looking forward to him moving in, and S moving out because it meansi can redo the whole house and make it all neat and tidy cus most of the stuff laying about isnt mine, also it meansi get to move into the bigger...
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lurch83:
damn girl, why is it that i have all the same problems with the girls. they think you care too much but you are just being nice, i work shift they are asleep, i am asleep, they are awake. i also am starting to believe that all that love stuff is hogwash. i mean, if it were ever to happen i'd probably just run and hide now.
BUT let's face it, if you can't find it, in all your glory, and ranting ways(good thing) what chance do we mere mortals have?
i wonder if the courts will let me marry mrs palmer? would she need to get divorced first?
moral of the story, if you wanted the solitude of a country life (i want to drive trucks), then maybe being alone is what you know how to do. maybe it might suffice, if you make one of your dreams come true.
BUT let's face it, if you can't find it, in all your glory, and ranting ways(good thing) what chance do we mere mortals have?
i wonder if the courts will let me marry mrs palmer? would she need to get divorced first?
moral of the story, if you wanted the solitude of a country life (i want to drive trucks), then maybe being alone is what you know how to do. maybe it might suffice, if you make one of your dreams come true.
lowroller:
Thanks for the happy birthday. I actually did have a great weekend. 
I'll update later.
I'll update later.
sooo if anyone in sydney is looking for a place to live in Newtown, then let me know
my flatmate & best friend just told me she is moving out in 2.5 weeks.
reaaaaal nice, even tho ive told her i want to move for ages and she always says she doesnt want to move and she cant afford it
so im pretty pissed off...
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my flatmate & best friend just told me she is moving out in 2.5 weeks.
reaaaaal nice, even tho ive told her i want to move for ages and she always says she doesnt want to move and she cant afford it
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lurch83:
ouch...seems to be happening a bit at the moment
barry_anthony:
thanks
was yummy
and quite funny
xoxo
B.....
was yummy
and quite funny
xoxo
B.....
Nine Inch Nails to tour OZ
i have waited so long for it
im so happy i feel like bouncing off the walls... *cant stop smiling*
i bet tickets will sell out really fast.. i hope tix go ojn sale when its a pay week !!
in other news im still sick and that sucks....
i have waited so long for it
im so happy i feel like bouncing off the walls... *cant stop smiling*
i bet tickets will sell out really fast.. i hope tix go ojn sale when its a pay week !!
in other news im still sick and that sucks....
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barry_anthony:
Hey, sorry i didnt get around to your place the other night. Ive been here in the studio working on a few new tunes for the Earthcore gig. Got your singing voice ready yet? Im planning to do another with you after June soetime ( if your still up for it that is ? )
Speak soon
B.....
Speak soon
B.....
drox:
Hey, just thought id drop by and say hi
i think it is going to be OK.
well all my shit surfaced on saturday/sunday and his yesterday
soooo
im hoping that this will enable us to be closer now that we got the crap out..
so im hopeful, but skeptical.. but more hopeful..
we will still see each other, and i can be happy this week and smile
and today i got a cold.....
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well all my shit surfaced on saturday/sunday and his yesterday
soooo
im hoping that this will enable us to be closer now that we got the crap out..
so im hopeful, but skeptical.. but more hopeful..
we will still see each other, and i can be happy this week and smile
and today i got a cold.....
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helly:
hi Barry_Anthony mentioned we have the same name. get better being sick sux
edited because sometimes im silly
[Edited on May 18, 2005 10:56PM]
edited because sometimes im silly
[Edited on May 18, 2005 10:56PM]
tahliana:
Hey thats really cool then, i think talking about things and communitcationREALLY helps... as clique as it sounds, getting issues out in the open and stuff relaly does help things along, g & i learnt that pretty early on and its only done wonders. going into it without expectations is also a *really* good thing imo, cuz without expectations, it can only be nice times together. i just sent u an email before i saw this comment so ignore that email. tell S to email me~! havent heard from here since i left!!
i just sent u an email before i saw this comment so ignore that email. tell S to email me~! havent heard from here since i left!! well.
ive never been broken up with via sms before,
but i guess there is a first time for everything
so just when i was preparing to write a happy journal entry, i recieve an sms.
"its not you its me"
yeah cant you even think of an orginal break up line?
obvisouly fucking not.
was really looking forward to a happy stress free week...
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ive never been broken up with via sms before,
but i guess there is a first time for everything
so just when i was preparing to write a happy journal entry, i recieve an sms.
"its not you its me"
yeah cant you even think of an orginal break up line?
obvisouly fucking not.
was really looking forward to a happy stress free week...
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livingdeadkirst:
aaaaaawwwwwww that totally sucks.
lurch83:
it might not be original but it's obviously true. he seemed to be missing the balls to tell you straight.
*hugs* hope you get through okay
*hugs* hope you get through okay
friendship - a message for tahliana
we take so much for granted and then dont realise what it is we have until its taken away.
not that my friendship with tahliana will be ever taken away, we will be friends forever
but the fact that i cant see her, email her to see if she wants to go out randomly or have fun & laugh...
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we take so much for granted and then dont realise what it is we have until its taken away.
not that my friendship with tahliana will be ever taken away, we will be friends forever
but the fact that i cant see her, email her to see if she wants to go out randomly or have fun & laugh...
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barry_anthony:
Hey sweetness
Hope that your doing ok
xoxo
B.....
Hope that your doing ok
xoxo
B.....
contessakatarina:
Oh darling girl - letting a friend go for a while can really hurt - i can see she loves you heaps and you guys will take up where you left off when she returns from her big adventure.
As for Big Brother Big Sister? I am training to be a Youth Mentor to a child 7-17 - volunteering - give something back to someone who could use an adult friend and guide - it's a good programme. Hugs x
As for Big Brother Big Sister? I am training to be a Youth Mentor to a child 7-17 - volunteering - give something back to someone who could use an adult friend and guide - it's a good programme. Hugs x
livingdeadkirst did this in her journal, and i think whilst its kinda corny, its still way cool cus u can learn alot about someone.. so here goes
*Time started: 7.19pm
*Name: Karen
*Nickname: Karra
*Single or Taken: taken
*Sex: girl
*Birthday: 29 June
*Sign: cancer
*Siblings: nope
*Hair color: red at the mo
*Eye colour: green when red or black hair, brown when blonde hair...
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*Time started: 7.19pm
*Name: Karen
*Nickname: Karra
*Single or Taken: taken
*Sex: girl
*Birthday: 29 June
*Sign: cancer
*Siblings: nope
*Hair color: red at the mo
*Eye colour: green when red or black hair, brown when blonde hair...
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aaronsrod:
oh no not you too, still I gotta read it all so hang on.........
for some reason everyones fav vege is the spud including me haha
Brissy Hookup link, hope you can make it be great to see you there
for some reason everyones fav vege is the spud including me haha
Brissy Hookup link, hope you can make it be great to see you there
lurch83:
i take it you read everyone else's on livingdeadkirst's journal. save copy and paste or linking.
how'd the strike thing turn out??? hope it went okay.
caio.
how'd the strike thing turn out??? hope it went okay.
caio.
i hate my mind.
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rubyred:
over analysing shit. we all do it. in time though i find it fades. guys can also make you a little paranoid. dont be too hard on yourself hey. it'll sort itself out things always do
things always do
lurch83:
damn when you said that i got a shiver and thought "damn it, she's onto you, she knows everything argh". but seriously i would stop thinkning so much if i could as well. it causes chaos, and doubts and makes you think when someone says something nice that they are saying it with motive, instead of just being nice. or at least for me-ish. i can't really say what i think unless i'm drunk as a skunk anyway. otherwise i like talking in riddles to keep people confused. i say what i have to say and they don't understand what i said. perfect.
is everything still ok with the boy?
you okay being out of the country?
is it because things fell into place that made you question them?
is work a big thing or just the straw on the camels back?
not trying to pry so if you can't answer the questions don't. Dr Lurch has kinda got the same sort of problems. especially the dreams about the impending stress that i know is coming and just don't feel like dealing with. and the voices in my head sometimes won't stop screaming. eh.
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is everything still ok with the boy?
you okay being out of the country?
is it because things fell into place that made you question them?
is work a big thing or just the straw on the camels back?
not trying to pry so if you can't answer the questions don't. Dr Lurch has kinda got the same sort of problems. especially the dreams about the impending stress that i know is coming and just don't feel like dealing with. and the voices in my head sometimes won't stop screaming. eh.
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i fucking hate vodafone
*breathes*
my week is alright i guess, Nurses are going on a state wide strike next wednesday so work is busy as, i even think i am working on saturday (no overtime!) which kinda sux, but yeah as soon as i step in the office its go go go and ive ended up working late and plan on working late all...
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*breathes*
my week is alright i guess, Nurses are going on a state wide strike next wednesday so work is busy as, i even think i am working on saturday (no overtime!) which kinda sux, but yeah as soon as i step in the office its go go go and ive ended up working late and plan on working late all...
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tahliana:
yeah its come too fast, i knew it would go quick but 
thats sweet you miss your mum.
and ahhh i kinda wanna come to mm9 unsaid. hmm decisions.
thats sweet you miss your mum.
and ahhh i kinda wanna come to mm9 unsaid. hmm decisions.
lowroller:
I've heard of MM9. Can't remember where though. They might have been support for someone. I don't have plans for Saturday ... maybe I'll check it out ....
I'm with vodafone ... haven't had a problem with it in ages. There used to be a long delay between the time I would get a phone card and the time it would register on my phone ... but that was all.
I find it better than Optus.
Anyway .. hope you have a good one (weekend).
I'm with vodafone ... haven't had a problem with it in ages. There used to be a long delay between the time I would get a phone card and the time it would register on my phone ... but that was all.
I find it better than Optus.
Anyway .. hope you have a good one (weekend).
all for you for your birthday