i feel icky, okay well my tummy feels icky!!! i drank too much tequila tonight; did more than a few shots and had more than a few tequila sunrises...and a corona cause the bartender didn't know how to make tequila sunrises, yet i had been ordering them all night...go figure!!!
so tonight at the closet was most bizzare. no sooner than i walked in did...
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today sucked, but at long last it's over and the night is before me. lots can happen, the eve may swing good or bad, but with a few drinks and a laid back queer bar the night should prove to be fun filled with drama of course...i can't wait!!! today we worked until 1800 and that just sucked, and all day we did srp shit...
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uggggggggggh, i am SO addicted to law and order. i sat in front of the idiot box and watched it from 1900 till 2200....i wasted hours of my precious life.....haha, what else would i have done i live in the shithole of texas...killeen!!! but i did miss my workout oh well there is always tomorrow.

so good news for today; i found out that i...
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so today has been a GREAT day.......

first of all i got out of morning formation by going to sick call; at sick call i was prescribed percocet for my pain.
secondly, i closed on my house today....it's all mine now!!!
thirdly, i shammed out of work today, yah!!
the fourth thing that happened wasn't so wonderful; i was informed that i have staff duty...
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so the seller refused to sell me the house because of the low appraisal and the 5,000 worth of damage needed to be fixed before closing. so the realtor took me on tuesday to look at another townhouse and i made a bid....hopefully tomorrow i'll if i get it or not, and hopefully that will be before my 4:50 flight home to florida where i...
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i'm not sure, but i think life has always been this complicated, but i still want to know why my life is so complicated right now! i want to know why i don't have any of the answers to my plaguing questions! i want to know why i can't decided what i want! i just want to know what to do and what to believe....
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i've come to the conclusion that the army is turning me into an alcoholic and a hermit.

so i may not get my house after all...the va only approved my loan for 48,000 cause that's what they appraised the house for instead of the 51,000 the sellers want when they initially listed it for 49,000. plus the fucking place has termites and 5,000 worth of...
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so many thoughts running through my mind.....i wonder and ponder too much, way too much; that's probably why i can't sleep at night. actually i think my sleeping problem still stems from basic training, but of late a good part of it is that i've so much to do and to worry about that these thoughts are what is keeping me awake at night. plus...
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mmmmmmmmmm, yummy.....tomatoe basil veggie burger, mashed tators, and peas and carrots and for dessert peach apple sauce

sometimes you just wanna reach through the back of a person's cranium, grab their tongue, and choke the living shit out of them with it