i've come to the conclusion that the army is turning me into an alcoholic and a hermit.
so i may not get my house after all...the va only approved my loan for 48,000 cause that's what they appraised the house for instead of the 51,000 the sellers want when they initially listed it for 49,000. plus the fucking place has termites and 5,000 worth of damage that the va wants fixed before it'll give me the loan.
so i had the electricity, the phone, the cable and the water set to be turned on tomorrow and i'm not closing on my house.
i have a 400.00 non-refundable plane ticket home next wednesday to go and pack my shit and uhaul it back by sunday, but now i have no where to leave.....and i was suppose to be out of the barracks by 1 april.
so i had everything suspended from being turned on except the electric cause the fucking lady was a bitch and told me it couldn't be turned off, so i hung up on the fucking cunt.
so now i'm sitting here being the alcoholic hermit i now am, drinking cheap-ass peach passion andre attempting to find the comfort of passing out cause i have fucking insomnia and can't sleep.........ive barely slept this week and i'm starting to feel crazy.
also, i HATE men........why won't they leave me the fuck alone!!!! i just want to scream at the top of my lungs that i am a lesbian so fuck off!!! i get asked out way too much, by guys that is. for instance, today a girl in my company ask me out for this guy, then on the bus to go get iraq equipment issued to us, i was asked out to dinner, yesterday at the postoffice, i'm the mail clerk, i was asked out (the sgt wanted my phone # so i told him i was switching services, i'm tired of giving my # to people so i can just not answer the calls, also i told him im engaged cause i see him every day when i pick up the mail and he still persisted in asking me out.........drrrrrrrrrrrrr FUCK OFF), then on tuesday i was asked out while at at mcdonalds (and the fucker won't stop calling) and on saturday i went to a gay club, i was so drunk, and this guy asked me to marry him instead i gave him my number and he keeps calling.......this is just an example of one week.
well i finally got a new phone this week and it has signal........it's also a camera phone, so that's where this marvelous army pics came from; i was preparing my gear for an early morning pt ruck march.
well i suppose that's all for now
later
so i may not get my house after all...the va only approved my loan for 48,000 cause that's what they appraised the house for instead of the 51,000 the sellers want when they initially listed it for 49,000. plus the fucking place has termites and 5,000 worth of damage that the va wants fixed before it'll give me the loan.
so i had the electricity, the phone, the cable and the water set to be turned on tomorrow and i'm not closing on my house.
i have a 400.00 non-refundable plane ticket home next wednesday to go and pack my shit and uhaul it back by sunday, but now i have no where to leave.....and i was suppose to be out of the barracks by 1 april.
so i had everything suspended from being turned on except the electric cause the fucking lady was a bitch and told me it couldn't be turned off, so i hung up on the fucking cunt.
so now i'm sitting here being the alcoholic hermit i now am, drinking cheap-ass peach passion andre attempting to find the comfort of passing out cause i have fucking insomnia and can't sleep.........ive barely slept this week and i'm starting to feel crazy.
also, i HATE men........why won't they leave me the fuck alone!!!! i just want to scream at the top of my lungs that i am a lesbian so fuck off!!! i get asked out way too much, by guys that is. for instance, today a girl in my company ask me out for this guy, then on the bus to go get iraq equipment issued to us, i was asked out to dinner, yesterday at the postoffice, i'm the mail clerk, i was asked out (the sgt wanted my phone # so i told him i was switching services, i'm tired of giving my # to people so i can just not answer the calls, also i told him im engaged cause i see him every day when i pick up the mail and he still persisted in asking me out.........drrrrrrrrrrrrr FUCK OFF), then on tuesday i was asked out while at at mcdonalds (and the fucker won't stop calling) and on saturday i went to a gay club, i was so drunk, and this guy asked me to marry him instead i gave him my number and he keeps calling.......this is just an example of one week.
well i finally got a new phone this week and it has signal........it's also a camera phone, so that's where this marvelous army pics came from; i was preparing my gear for an early morning pt ruck march.
well i suppose that's all for now
later