Back to work today in a few hours....but time to jot a few thoughts for y'all.
Went to the new Woody Allen movie yesterday. "Melinda And Melinda". It's decent. You have to be into the Woody movies of course, they aren't your average boffo box office fare. No one gets killed, nothing explodes, no car chases. And there isn't even a happy ending. It just ends after lots of great dialogue and a unique concept. The movie was a little flat. Don't know why, just was. Woody is too old to play the parts he writes that he'd normally play himself (as himself, sort of). This time Will Ferrell is the Woody-type, and he's really funny as most of you know. Interesting concept, just a little flat. Not his best effort.
Didn't see the New Girl yesterday. Actually sort of stressed when I messaged her in the AM and didn't hear from her all day. Really stressed, that perhaps she'd just decided that two dates is all she could take of me. Even though they were both fun, spontaneous, laugh-filled (with great meaningful conversations in the mix as well) encounters. I get like that. The insecurity and petty fear sets in. I'm somehow damaged that way. And I hate it. I'm pretty sure she likes me. Can't I just feel good about that and not worry when I don't hear from her? Grrrrrrrrrr. This may be my lamest feature. And it's very un-guylike isn't it. Or at least un-guylike to admit it. She messaged me later in the day and had been stuck at work (she's a newspaper writer) longer than expected. Then this morning I woke up to an e-mail from her. So a good thing, right? I need to really let myself relax on this or I'm gonna creat a self-fulfilling prophecy. As in "we will become or create our worst fears". I create my worst fears quite a bit by letting them fester. Ack! Help me stop!
Okay....moving on! Time to start getting my ass ready for work. Just 4 days for me this week. Love that.
Hope I didn't bring you down. Don't pitty me.
Some encouragement would be nice though.
Gotta go....!
Went to the new Woody Allen movie yesterday. "Melinda And Melinda". It's decent. You have to be into the Woody movies of course, they aren't your average boffo box office fare. No one gets killed, nothing explodes, no car chases. And there isn't even a happy ending. It just ends after lots of great dialogue and a unique concept. The movie was a little flat. Don't know why, just was. Woody is too old to play the parts he writes that he'd normally play himself (as himself, sort of). This time Will Ferrell is the Woody-type, and he's really funny as most of you know. Interesting concept, just a little flat. Not his best effort.
Didn't see the New Girl yesterday. Actually sort of stressed when I messaged her in the AM and didn't hear from her all day. Really stressed, that perhaps she'd just decided that two dates is all she could take of me. Even though they were both fun, spontaneous, laugh-filled (with great meaningful conversations in the mix as well) encounters. I get like that. The insecurity and petty fear sets in. I'm somehow damaged that way. And I hate it. I'm pretty sure she likes me. Can't I just feel good about that and not worry when I don't hear from her? Grrrrrrrrrr. This may be my lamest feature. And it's very un-guylike isn't it. Or at least un-guylike to admit it. She messaged me later in the day and had been stuck at work (she's a newspaper writer) longer than expected. Then this morning I woke up to an e-mail from her. So a good thing, right? I need to really let myself relax on this or I'm gonna creat a self-fulfilling prophecy. As in "we will become or create our worst fears". I create my worst fears quite a bit by letting them fester. Ack! Help me stop!
Okay....moving on! Time to start getting my ass ready for work. Just 4 days for me this week. Love that.
Hope I didn't bring you down. Don't pitty me.
Some encouragement would be nice though.
Gotta go....!
morgan:
Oh man, we were totally being emo over the same kind of stuff too!
morgan:
Deal. We shall protect each other from the emo goblins.