It's funny to read your previous journals before sitting down to write a new entry. Or at least I think it is....sometimes.
Sorry for being such a sad-sack earlier in the week. Trying to be strong. Getting a lot of support from my co-manager at work, Julie. She's easy to talk to and really seems to "get" me. Best of all she's cute in the "not my type" sort of way, so I'm really making a true friend here, not someone that in the back of my mind I'm sort of plotting to sleep with. I like it. It's been a rough 14 months here in the Bay Area what with the relationship ending, a shitty first job that took up most of my time that could have been spent making friends and seeing what I could see. I sort of feel now that I'm turning a corner. The new job seems to be cool, and won't take up as much of my time, the conditions are just better.
However, I'm still stinging from the "ex" and her shit the other day. I must move on. Moving on is what I must do. Although it's really REALLY painful and difficult. I get most tweaked out when I think of her with someone else, that's the toughest part really. And she's told me she's now involved with someone, so there you go. I could go on and on, but it's a lot of backstory, like most long-terms that come to an end are, if you're really into hearing the whole story (and I don't mind talking about it, it's therepeutic actually, especially talking to women about it) you can contact me through the contact info on my profile.
Mmmmm, my mocha is good this morning. And I still have a few moments to enjoy before getting into work-preparation mode. So here's me relaxing and wishing you a great day.
Cheers...
Sorry for being such a sad-sack earlier in the week. Trying to be strong. Getting a lot of support from my co-manager at work, Julie. She's easy to talk to and really seems to "get" me. Best of all she's cute in the "not my type" sort of way, so I'm really making a true friend here, not someone that in the back of my mind I'm sort of plotting to sleep with. I like it. It's been a rough 14 months here in the Bay Area what with the relationship ending, a shitty first job that took up most of my time that could have been spent making friends and seeing what I could see. I sort of feel now that I'm turning a corner. The new job seems to be cool, and won't take up as much of my time, the conditions are just better.
However, I'm still stinging from the "ex" and her shit the other day. I must move on. Moving on is what I must do. Although it's really REALLY painful and difficult. I get most tweaked out when I think of her with someone else, that's the toughest part really. And she's told me she's now involved with someone, so there you go. I could go on and on, but it's a lot of backstory, like most long-terms that come to an end are, if you're really into hearing the whole story (and I don't mind talking about it, it's therepeutic actually, especially talking to women about it) you can contact me through the contact info on my profile.
Mmmmm, my mocha is good this morning. And I still have a few moments to enjoy before getting into work-preparation mode. So here's me relaxing and wishing you a great day.
Cheers...
i used to live up near ballard. it's funny, in seatlle wasn't the joke that californians were moving up and taking over? now that i live in CA i run into hometown boys and girls every other day.