okay, a day off after a busy full-week new job. I'm a little tired today, but not from working. Let me just say there was some tequilla (Patron Silver) involved after work last night and some late-night bedroom gymnastics with a certain Cute Veterinarian. So my head's a little cloudy today.
Not too cloudy to do laundry! Oh boy! Whooo hoooo!
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Not too cloudy to do laundry! Oh boy! Whooo hoooo!
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cedar:
no, i didn't even know she was playing. i've only gotten into her recently. but her voice...oh, god her voice! so fucking beautiful.
maxi:
OCD is brough on by a chemical inbalance, or a tramatic exsoeriece at adolecence, Porn addiction is man made creation or media, and learned or aquired by choice. if you constantly view imagaes for sexual satisfaction eventually you wll be numb for real life turn ons. and thus this IS his ADDICTION which is man/media made, and no where do i see him wanting to change this, why whould he? it brings him physical pleasure. my OCD brings me nothing of that sort.
It's funny to read your previous journals before sitting down to write a new entry. Or at least I think it is....sometimes.
Sorry for being such a sad-sack earlier in the week. Trying to be strong. Getting a lot of support from my co-manager at work, Julie. She's easy to talk to and really seems to "get" me. Best of all she's cute in the...
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Sorry for being such a sad-sack earlier in the week. Trying to be strong. Getting a lot of support from my co-manager at work, Julie. She's easy to talk to and really seems to "get" me. Best of all she's cute in the...
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samantha:
thanks!
i used to live up near ballard. it's funny, in seatlle wasn't the joke that californians were moving up and taking over? now that i live in CA i run into hometown boys and girls every other day.
i used to live up near ballard. it's funny, in seatlle wasn't the joke that californians were moving up and taking over? now that i live in CA i run into hometown boys and girls every other day.
FUCK!
FUCK!
Bad day, and it's early. Can't really explain. Sorry. Yes it has to do with the "ex". Why can't I move on? I hate that the hurt just keeps hurting. I'm more bummed out than the whole Hank Williams catalogue combined (and George Jones too).
FUCK!
I hate this shit....
help?
FUCK!
Bad day, and it's early. Can't really explain. Sorry. Yes it has to do with the "ex". Why can't I move on? I hate that the hurt just keeps hurting. I'm more bummed out than the whole Hank Williams catalogue combined (and George Jones too).
FUCK!
I hate this shit....
help?
Monday night. Out to dinner alone. Normally I sit at the bar in some decent restaurant and read, watch people, eat a little, get my drink on, etc. Not too complicated. But tonight there was a special treat. An internet first date! Or at least that's what it looked like. And sounded like. They were sitting real close, so I could see and hear everything....
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oki:
i gues that counts
Alright, the new job is up and running. I made it through days 1 and 2 pretty much unscathed. Meeting all the people you meet when you take a new job is a challenge. So far I'm doing okay, not great with the names thing, but pretty good over-all. AND I worked 2 days and got my weekend (Sunday and Monday, typical restaurant days). So,...
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Shit!
Last day of freedom......ACK!
I'm not ready to go back to work. I LIKE goofing off!!!
HELP!!!
Make it stop!!!
<<hyperventillating>>
<<breathes into paper bag>>
Okay, I think I'll be alright. I can do this. It'll be easy.
Just...one...step.... at...a....time.
GAWD Damnit!
<<oh, the drama>>
While I'm happy to be starting back to work on Friday, it was nice having extra time to oggle...
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Last day of freedom......ACK!
I'm not ready to go back to work. I LIKE goofing off!!!
HELP!!!
Make it stop!!!
<<hyperventillating>>
<<breathes into paper bag>>
Okay, I think I'll be alright. I can do this. It'll be easy.
Just...one...step.... at...a....time.
GAWD Damnit!
<<oh, the drama>>
While I'm happy to be starting back to work on Friday, it was nice having extra time to oggle...
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oki:
you just made me crack up so hard, 
oki:
LOL......YOUR FREAKING OUT ABOUT GOING BACK TO WORK............PRICELESS
Mmmmmmm, red beans n' rice! Fabulous lunch, spicy hot!!!
March 1st. In like a lamb here in the Bay Area, although the lion is looming in that there is rain in the forecast for later this evening.
HEY, did I tell you? I got a new job! Back in the management seat at yet another San Francisco dining establishment. Seems like a decent deal. The...
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March 1st. In like a lamb here in the Bay Area, although the lion is looming in that there is rain in the forecast for later this evening.
HEY, did I tell you? I got a new job! Back in the management seat at yet another San Francisco dining establishment. Seems like a decent deal. The...
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morgan:
Thanks for sharing that story from Orange County with others!
I won't ever get up (I don't think I could even if I wanted to) but it is necessarily to scream and cry and basically throw a little tantrum sometimes. I did last night and I feel better for it.
I won't ever get up (I don't think I could even if I wanted to) but it is necessarily to scream and cry and basically throw a little tantrum sometimes. I did last night and I feel better for it.
Spent the afternoon in SF today, to get away from the computer and the job search (frustrating when you're not getting anything accomplished). Took a loooooong walk all over, through the financial district, into Pacific Heights, and down to SOMA, taking in the essence of the City. Then to a great sushi meal at Ozumo! Ozumo is where a friend of mine works. Contemporary Japanese....
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oki:
i'm craving sushi, but the closest place to get it is an hour away 
and i don't have the time to go out tonight
and i don't have the time to go out tonightToday.....Wednesday already? And now it's almost over.
Nothing to say, sorry.
Nothing to say, sorry.
Hey, back from Seattle. It was nice up there. VERY nice. And since I'm between jobs down here in the Bay Area (where it rained all weekend btw, but now has gotten sunny and nice) there was much pressure from my peeps in the Emerald City to move up there. And you know what? It don't sound half bad. I hadn't visited in quite a...
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Hi Ho from Seattle. It's brilliantly sunny, and brisk. Had to grab a hat to cover the head for fear of freezing it off. But luckily the locals have all transitioned from plaid flanell to great outdoorsy looking fleece everything. And there's a Padagonia or REI or other type of outdoor stuff store on every block.
Hey, no time for journaling, I'm falling behind on...
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HEY.....almost forgot to give the heads up on my trip to Seattle this weekend. Any SGSeattleites? I'm from said rainy place but haven't been back in a few years. The reason for my visit....my good pal (former GF) Karin is getting hitched. Now, aren't I a nice guy? She totally broke my heart a few years back (no bad things, just wasn't our time) and...
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thistle:
OAKLAND!
thistle:
nothing really. i heart oaktown.