Im in such a wierd place 
Like feel so lost and confused. I dont know what to do.
Ok so im 24, and the day i left school i never went back, got a job in retail and thats where iv been stuck ever since. Iv been supervisors and sales floor manager in retail but with the way the work is going i dont want to be n retail anymore plus it sucks, the hours and pay is always crap. i honeslty dont think it is for me.
so more than anything i want a new career. Iv applied for a music course at a college, its full time i think but i need to still earn a certain amount of money casue of my outgoings. I have an interview with them on the 12th of march but it really depends on the money side of it.
I started drawing again and i like photograpghy and web desgin intrests me but i feel stuck and lost, without paying for a stupidly expensive course i cant learn the skills i want, the only reason i can do this music one was becasue my school grades was so bad, so the goverment pays for it. I just dont know what to do, I still live at home, i love my paretns to death but i need my own space now, but if i do this college course i cant save up n move out for years.
yeh i could get a retail and save up and do that stuff but in 5 or 10 years time would i be happy? i dont think so, its so hard to make a living a career in retail. I know its rare that you have a job that you like and is a hobbie or something.
But like even with the photograpghy thing, i want to go out and just shoot some scenery and stuff, but i feel silly doing it so i never have, my friend said if you take some decent shots you can enlarge them get them on a canvas and sell them on ebay, ok wouldnt make loads but how great would that be, ahhh maybe im lazy, or just really down, im 24 and feel like i need to finaly sort my life out but dont see a way out. agh. sorry for all the negitives guys.
Thank god for this band. My life would be nothing without them.
Like feel so lost and confused. I dont know what to do.
Ok so im 24, and the day i left school i never went back, got a job in retail and thats where iv been stuck ever since. Iv been supervisors and sales floor manager in retail but with the way the work is going i dont want to be n retail anymore plus it sucks, the hours and pay is always crap. i honeslty dont think it is for me.
so more than anything i want a new career. Iv applied for a music course at a college, its full time i think but i need to still earn a certain amount of money casue of my outgoings. I have an interview with them on the 12th of march but it really depends on the money side of it.
I started drawing again and i like photograpghy and web desgin intrests me but i feel stuck and lost, without paying for a stupidly expensive course i cant learn the skills i want, the only reason i can do this music one was becasue my school grades was so bad, so the goverment pays for it. I just dont know what to do, I still live at home, i love my paretns to death but i need my own space now, but if i do this college course i cant save up n move out for years.
yeh i could get a retail and save up and do that stuff but in 5 or 10 years time would i be happy? i dont think so, its so hard to make a living a career in retail. I know its rare that you have a job that you like and is a hobbie or something.
But like even with the photograpghy thing, i want to go out and just shoot some scenery and stuff, but i feel silly doing it so i never have, my friend said if you take some decent shots you can enlarge them get them on a canvas and sell them on ebay, ok wouldnt make loads but how great would that be, ahhh maybe im lazy, or just really down, im 24 and feel like i need to finaly sort my life out but dont see a way out. agh.
sorry for all the negitives guys.
Thank god for this band. My life would be nothing without them.
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I hope everything works out, it always does!
Hope you have a positive week ahead of you!
That music course would be way rad, I myself want to start smashing on some drums!!