tallahassee

I've been a busy bee lately! I put in a pretty huge stack of job applications recently, and I've decided I'm going to go and continue to check on them all until one of them turns into a job. I'm not giving up this easily, I've been jobless for far too long and I'm sick of never having enough money to go out and have fun with the few friends I have left in real life. I've come to realize after all the recent drama in my life just how few of them really cared at all, and I'm sorry to say I'm not at all surprised. I've had my doubts about most of them for a while now, so it wasn't really a huge shock when most of them had no reaction whatsoever to all the shit that went down. If they weren't there for me when I needed them most, why should i continue to go out of my way to try and be friends with them? I know I'm not always the easiest person to be around, especially since people as batshit crazy as me tend to be magnets for any and all kinds of drama, but to this day I still pride myself on the fact that while I may fail miserably at most things, I'm still a DAMN good friend to have...even if i can be a little too honest at times.

Does anyone really even read blogs on here? Sometimes I wonder. hmm...makes no difference to me either way honestly, I write them more for myself than anyone else anyway. I figure it's good to get this stuff off my chest, and if anyone reads it and has advice or kind words for me afterwards, that's just a plus.



Well back to why I've been busy: I've been making tons and tons of jewelry to help restock everything I sold at the Coventry Arts Fest and the Hessler Fair recently, to the point where every single one of my fingers has a blister on it. Well ok not every single one, but a lot of them sure do. I'll post a few pics once i get a good stock going again in case anyone wants to buy any off me. I can't give discounts at the moment because of how broke I've been, but I always throw in a little gift with every order.

The money is going towards 3 things mainly: 1 being a set of rings to change out the barbells in my nips that have been catching on EVERYTHING lately, since i really don't want to have to lose a piercing when it's so easily salvageable,

2 being driver's ed classes, since NO ONE has the patience to teach me to drive anymore,

and 3 (and this is only if I continue to make as much as I have been lately, since it's not really a necessity no matter what my heart is telling me) being a ticket to this year's warped tour. I really really REALLY want to go, but driving school is more important since being able to drive will help me get better jobs in the future. (I'll be so sad if I have to miss Bouncing Souls and Andrew W.K. though I've been hitting every arts fest and street fair I hear about trying to make enough to go, so if anyone in the area knows of any coming up I'd be eternally grateful if you could let me know about them.)

I know a couple people have asked me about my jewelry in the past, but for the life of me I can't remember who you were. So if you were one of those people just keep your eyes open for my next blog sometime this weekend. Everything I post pics of will be for sale, so don't hesitate to ask if you see something you like.

The other thing that's been keeping me so busy is that I've been making a few more of my t-shirt purses, which I'll also be posting some pics of in the next blog. I'll have a couple of those for sale as well, but most of them I've made were for friends to help me start to build a portfolio. They take so long to make, but i always have fun doing it, and it keeps me busy when I'm sick like I have been.

That's really all i have for you tonight, I'm gonna get back to finishing up rewatching season 2 of true blood before bed. night sg!