tallahassee

happy zombie jew day sg! don't get eaten by the living dead, eat lots of candy, blah blah blah. the only family i really wish i could see today is on the other side of the country having fun down in florida. i miss them so much. i'm probably spending the day in bed anyway though, since i woke up today feeling like i was hit by a bus. my throat is killing me for some reason, (and my glands are all swollen which is making it worse, ick) and nothing seems to be helping my the pain in my ladyparts today. nothing. i really wish i could get in to see the doctor before may, i want them to just take all that crap outta there right now, since it's not good for anything anyway. and the worst part? (just imo lol, most people would probably list it as a minor symptom), no matter how much i might want to have sex with someone i can't, bc the stupid cysts mnake it agonizingly painful.

hope everyone else's day is better than mine. what are all of you doing to celebrate the rise of the living dead?

oh, and any of you in ohio should definitely do this:


i went last september and i had a blast. it was such a great time. you should all definitely check it out.

and the perfect end to a lonely, sick easter? the cyst ruptured when i was home all alone. i had no one to take me to the hospital, so i laid in bed crying for hours before i finally couldn't take it anymore and had to beg my friends to bring me painkillers. and when i called the gyno office today to make an emergency appointment with my doctor, they told me she's out of town until the 13th. just my luck. i wish i knew more people who lived around me, i really don't want to be alone right now.