tallahassee

if this weather doesn't improve by thursday, i'm not going back to school. somehow i think the professors will understand if i explain to them that i don't have a safe way of getting home. whatever could i mean, you ask?

well i almost broke both my ankles trying to climb through a foot of unplowed snow where the sidewalk should have been, so i ended up having to walk about a mile in the street on a main road. i lost count of how many cars nearly hit me. i honestly think i actually felt the rearview mirror of a huge ass truck clip the elbow of my coat. scariest fuckin thing that's happened to me in a while. oh, and when my jeans got wet, the big gross burn scab froze to them and ripped off as i was walking. normally i'd probably have stopped to take a look, but it really hurt like hell, and i was already pissed about having to walk in the street in the first place. oh, and did i mention that the whole time i felt about ready to puke my guts out? yeah, all that, and i was already feeling sick before i left school. i had to stop a couple times bc i honestly thought i might throw up right there on the side of the road. by the time i got home i had a puddle in my boots up to my ankles, i couldn't feel either of my legs below the knees, i was soaked with sludge flung from passing cars, and my leg was dripping blood.

so yeah, i think they'll understand if i'm not feeling up to doing that again.

i have to go take care of my leg and throw up now. please pray to whatever higher being you believe in that the snow will all melt by thursday so i can go back to school. i actually like most of my classes for once.