tallahassee

ok so the people i was referring to in my last blog completely missed my point, and everyone else apparently assumed it referred to them. you know what? i'm done with that. i'm not posting anymore mass messages in blog form in an effort to make things easier for myself unless i stop being such a nice person and leaving out names.

the important thing is, if there is any doubt in your mind of whether or not that blog was about you, then it wasn't. ok? does that clear things up? bc the ppl it was directed at know EXACTLY who they are. the rest of you, thank you for being there for me. i may have lost all faith in humanity because of those other assholes, but that doesn't mean i don't appreciate your efforts. i wish i could say they helped, but since i can't i'll just have to find some other way to thank you all for your patience with me through this roughest of years. i can only hope that you'll still be here for me next year, and that i'll somehow come up with enough money to pay to keep my account come april when my year will be up.

its sad to think about the fact that it's been almost a year and i still don't have a single set shot. i really tried to get things going, but every time i'd be all ready n prepared to apply something would happen and push that back to the bottom of my priorities list. well right now it's school, but that should be resolved within the next couple weeks so hopefully i'll be able to get a set up before my subscription runs out!

again guys, sorry if i confused or offended any of you lately, most of you have been great. its really only been a few people who pissed me off and i just kinda took it out on everyone. my bad. this will get better, Iwill get better, and soon. promise.