talina

My goodness i feel like i haven't been in here forever. So much work in trying to keep my life stable. I'm happy to report however that things seem to be progressing towards happiness. I'm not saying everything is completely and utterly perfect. My friends are non existant. Those that call themselves my friends seems to be temporary acquaintances that help me pass the time. I find that there is a lack of intelligent conversation but it seems it's expected when you hang out with people of low maturity. As for my love life; i'm not sure where it stands. All i know is i'm having fun where i am right now.. and if it works out into the future, great!! If not well at least i'm having a good time right now.. I care about my guy; he makes me happy.. i just can't shake the feeling that there is more out there.. Is the first guy i've been truly with so i can't stop but think or wonder if i'm missing out on more.. Is that strange? Maybe so.. i just have doubts.. although he treats me well.. he makes me feel happy..and for once i have someone who understands me and who truly cares about me.. Not someone who only pretends to want to be with me for the one time score...

Either way i hope you guys are having good days and happy holidays.. well talk soon.