takoon51

Really freaking out right now. Ok so my big sister has ovarian cancer and has cysts on her her ovaries. She decides to not really talk about it with me until it comes to the point where she is in random pain and shit. She says she is doing better now and is getting results to see if she is fertile and shit on monday but im like freaking out hoping she is ok . And i said i wasn't going to miami anymore but i will now, there aint much i can actually do but i wanna be there for her.

Now i cant rember anything i was supposed to do this weekend or what happened this week i just stayed on the phone with her for like 4 hours, her smoking to numb the pain a lil and me drinking well cause i drink alot

ok venting done, but the worring has only begun