takk

im updating........

not because i have anything to say really, more because its 4 am and im at work and most of you posers have either gone to bed or arnt on so im bored...

3 hours left... hehe sux

anyway,

BAD NEWS FIRST:

as most of you know i do that whole recovery, AA - NA thing...well the other day one of my best freinds brothers called me and asked me to sponsor him... his brother, my freind, scott, had refered me to him because hes had a very hard time getting off dope over the years, and ive built my self a sort of a rep as the last straw sponsor. Basically i dont use the loving carring approach, either im gonna keep yah sober and in a year youll look back and thank me, or youre just gonna hate me right off the bat and run, but either way, youll prolly hate me for the first year.... and i do it that way because after 16 treatment centers and 10 years of using, that was the only way that worked with me. so the down side to this.. is that its my bestfreinds brother.. so while hes looking at me as the guy who can save his brother... and i want to help... what if his brother relapses again... or worse OD's er sumthin.. i dunno if i want that baggage on me.. but i do think i can help him because we are very similar in our ways of thought... oh well whatever, hey look at that i had somehting to rant about... oh well well see what happens
GOOD NEWS:

11 Days until candiisara comes down to visit lil ole me for a few days ---- job is getting MUCH easier to deal with now that i have free run of the internet while im here, and i got my income tax check back today.... whoa.. biggest i ever got, what to buy what to buy.....

aight whateva, enough ranting from me..



WORDS:

"Smart people learn from their mistakes,
But the wise learn from others mistakes." -- Bill W.