takk

i dont need needs i want wants god damnitt!!!!!!!!!!

today i learnt a valuable lesson.......

i finally camt to the complete and thorough understanding that i dont understand a mutha fukin thing. i want so bad to control everything that happens in my world. i cant figure myself out... why cant i just sit back and ride, and let someone else drive for once....

it appears that the first sign that ive made a bad decision..

is that ive made a decision..

and the first sign its a good decision...

well there dosent seem to be any of those..

im not a victim...

it will be my day sometime...

sooner than later i hope...

in order for me to find a hundred dolla bill on the ground,
someone had to have lost it right?...

well maybee all this is just gods way of sayin its my turn to lose the bill........