takk

grrrrrrraaaaaaaaaa.........

frrrrruuuustration!!!!!!

i live in a world of sudo relationships...

just close enough to get to know..

to far to reach...

can you really be there....

if youve never been here?

i work hard for everything i git and i aint got shit..........

ive left myself open to a world that can only help if i decide to turn on my laptop on that perticular day....

my insanity likes the ability to self-destruct without the chance of interference...........

im a normal guy......

thinking normal thoughts...

im just not going to sugar coat you into to thinking i live in a land of make beleive.......

if you want the good....... then take the bad......or dont take at all.....

ive paid my dues....

i dont ask for much....

just the ability to fall.... eyes closed...
trusting someone will be there to catch me...

and you cant......

ill just choose to not turn you on that day..