ok everybody, here it goes the first legit entry in quite awhile.. im not going to go into where ive been those of you who know know why i need not.......
but anyway as they say it is where i am now that is important.
"the past is history, the future is a mystery, but today is a gift, so we shalt call it the present."
my job is amazing, i spend all day helping people, by speaking about the hell and pain i once went thorugh and caused and how i overcame it. ive come to a point in my life where i am actually greatful for all my past miserys, because without them i wouldnt be able to shine a light at the end of their tunnel.
ive also come to realize that i used to search for freinds and acceptance to escape loneliness and misery...
now i only search for companions to share in what ive found.
on a funnier note, today i gave my hampster a black stripe down his back.... and pranked a roomate by coating his toothbrush with oragel... nuthing like a toothpaste foaming, drooling recovering addict trying to get ready for work in the morn.....
life is good today peoples......
but anyway as they say it is where i am now that is important.
"the past is history, the future is a mystery, but today is a gift, so we shalt call it the present."
my job is amazing, i spend all day helping people, by speaking about the hell and pain i once went thorugh and caused and how i overcame it. ive come to a point in my life where i am actually greatful for all my past miserys, because without them i wouldnt be able to shine a light at the end of their tunnel.
ive also come to realize that i used to search for freinds and acceptance to escape loneliness and misery...
now i only search for companions to share in what ive found.
on a funnier note, today i gave my hampster a black stripe down his back.... and pranked a roomate by coating his toothbrush with oragel... nuthing like a toothpaste foaming, drooling recovering addict trying to get ready for work in the morn.....
life is good today peoples......
I used to do the same thing with my friends and with ex- boyfriend when it come to seeking escape from lonliness and misery(and i found it only made it worse)...I think you are totally right!
And a lot has changed since you were gone!
I started a new job as a preschool teacher (well a sub for a few months...we will see if i want to do full-time or not)...I dumped my abusive ex-boyfriend...I AM DOING SO MUCH BETTER!!! and as of july i will be clean free from meth for 1 year 6 months...also i'm moving into a new studio apartment near school(the old one was yucky)......That is what happened with me in a nutshell...what is new with you?