taiwan

mother fucking shit-
i hate this stupid ass picture of me
but the only other fucking pictures i have
on my computer of myself- are also
just as fucking ugly-- and to top it all off-
i don't have my digital b/c my roommate spilt
beer on it like a month ago- and sent it in to
be cleaned & fixed and i still don't have it back-
but i didn't get pissed -- fucking no-
i was nice about it-- but now--
i am fucking sick of looking at that same fucking
sad black and white picture
and i don't really have any other choices---

ahh-- ok so that's not the worst thing in my life--
but-- i still want to be pissed about it right now--

and fucking-- i have 2 exams tommorrow-- and a big
project due- and i had a fucking spanish exam today
that i undoubtedly failed-- plus i'm sick-
and i can't not cough during fucking class- and it
sounds like i'm dieing so everybody- fucking is
like 'are you ok' adn really i just want them to shut
the fuck up and leave me to die in peace--

i can not wait for this fucking week to be over--
i just want to get wasted- and fucking not have to
think about anything-